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Wow, my dream began with substituting Bella Swann for Elena (well tv Elena is a total dumb bitch from what I heard so I do not feel bad about that). She tried to find out about some mysterious guy who sort of re-incarnated through the centuries and always gets killed off by the bad guys.

She was standing at the lake and just reveiling to Damon (who looked like the tv version) and a pathetic behaving pod!Stephan that she just found a way to find out more about his latest death were he dies in the lake. Stephan said nobody knew when exactly he died. She was sure she would find out - and in a way that would boos the ratings - because it had to do with sex. Poor girl, jumping naked in a freezing lake has nothing to do with sex. I must thank my dream!Damon for pointing that out. Being a total Mary Sue, she found the skeleton in the like right away.

AFter that I can not remember much of the plot line. At one point, Bellena got mixed in with Bonnie it seems (although I do not know if Bonnie in the tv show also gets prophetic dreams) and it showed her sitting at the shore of a lake and then Klaus (bad vampire form the fourth book) childed her for trying to dream for information and dragged into the lake. Then she ended up in a medieval seeming world and suddenly she was back in highschool.

That was so horrific. There she met her equally braindead bitch girl friends who were as stereotypical hollow, stupid and whatnot and naturally everyone of them was played by an adult actress. *shudders* At least some comfort was a scene at the lake with Damon and a bunny (no not a real bunny, but that is what the dream labled those exchangable girls he met with). He tried to do this sharp finger nail cuts throat thing and she backed up, with just a scratch and said something like: But now know why I am falling in love with you or something. If at all my dream made me more fond of the new Damon, as he killed her nonetheless and drank her dry.

Okay, the bed part was when he came back to the school, Elena found out in th news about the body, she cried and he looked rather guild stricken. Who wants to see that?

I'd rathr see what happened to the stuff he found in the lake which looked like parts of a ship.

I guess what my subconcious was trying to tell me, that I might even care to watch Vampire Diaries if it was not for those awfully written empty headed bitched (like the hysteric cow who slapped him and lived, hello? Not a show I care much about ... first of all the behaviour sucks and secondly a good show with a character that dumb would have killed her off - because they knew their audience would be incapable of accepting such silly behaviour otherwise) and the danger of spikification (you know turning a cool villain like Spike into a wuss) formerly known as pussification.

Yep, my sleep rhythm is totally fucked over. All thanks to that stupid bed. In a good bed I can sleep when I am just a little bit exhausted. In this one only when I am really tired.

The problem is, I can not seem to concentrate on my uni stuff. It is 4.20 am and I am just thinking about what and if I should eat.

I guess I try to finish some fanstuff and see if I can find a bit of peace of mind to work on my important stuff. It is not that much for the weekend - but I would feel better if I got this assignment done.

Also funny - my laptop crashed and totally threw me off. But at least it always comes back alright after shutting it off.

Found on DW's Metafandom comm, An entry about naming muses and nicknaming fics, I have decided to open a discussion about the subject here on IJ.

Do y'all name your muses? Do you have nicknames for your fics?

( And stuff!! )

So I am using this one because it is fun. :3 :3 ;3

Dear Muses,

Now that I'm starting on the Zero Princess Saga/Void Space Saga/Whatever the hell you want to call this series, Do not, I repeat, DO NOT, turn this into Viceroyverse done Kairi/Rinoa Style.

Please. I don't care how well it works, I don't care that it works on a multitude of levels. I don't care if it'd be cute (and about a quarter as creepy as Quistis/Kairi is!). I don't care if it makes a lot more sense than any other Kairi pairing in existence, Sora/Kairi included. But the Nonsense of Sora/Kairi is another show rant. Aaaanyway, no one would read it.

Even if it is a really good idea--

No. No. If you try and steer it in that direction, and we know that the one-sided Rinoa/Kairi in Braceletverse is enough, I will turn this brain around and write...umm...

I WILL MAKE US WRITE MPREG. SORA/KAIRI MPREG. HOW DO YOU LIKE THEM APPLES!?

No love,
Jordi.

Even though I do not really like the movie, Ledger's Joker always manages to invade my dreams.

This one was really strange, I think my approval for the Sewing Fanlisting had something to do with it. Apparantly I was either working or shopping in a store where you can buy fabrics and stuff, when the Joker showed up there. I do not really recall what happened or if there had been others - I just remember I was picking out fabrics for myself, and he was standing around and talking to me, when someone new came in and found themselves pretty much dead.

Weird as dreams are, somehow this place was a house with a garden and it seemed that it was the hideout of the gang whatever. I think he tried to freak out my dream self, which just stayed calm, no matter what he did, which included close contact with sharp objects. In the dream I fell asleep again, woke up and it seemed that neither he or any of his gang were in sight so I quickly got out of there.

Kind of strange, during my run, the landscape looked sometimes like a half finished modeltrain scape, so really weird. Eventually, I found a phone at some post office (ironically, a typical German one, yellow with huge letters P O S T). There, I took out my purse and wanted to open the compartment with the coins, when I realised it was heavier and better filled than before. I slowly opened it, which was not easy, as some fumes came out. I decided to ask some of the guys who eyed me strangely to open it and threw it over. He just sneered at me, said something about weak girls and then opened it and keeled over as some yellow gas hit him.

Wow, was I glad I did not open that, funny thing is my dream self was not even surprised at that. The real fun part was, that the guy sitting next to the now dead on the floor guy, was the Joker. Which was indeed more worrysome, especially when the location seemed surrounded by more of his thugs. At first he just threatened my dreamself with a gun and then laughed and disappeared out of sight his goons following his example.

Weird or what?

Wow how fast time passes. There is so much I wanted to do besides you know studying - but somehow with the flu and catching up I ended doing almost nothing. I guess I just need to focus for the remaining days.

I need to search for literature for my history term paper for my home university, I need to finish the final Essay for the Austen course, I need to work through the Foundation of Grammar terms to be able to write the test in week 10 and I also have a final exercise to hand in. Then one last assignment for Semantics in Week 10.

However, I want to work a bit on fanlistings and Maratofel as well. I guess, I go by a this for that system. For every real work I do, I do a bit of fun stuff.

Today, I start with cleaning up the place a bit, bringing away bottles to the recyling container, wash my laundry and also type up a few things, so I do not need to bring the papers back with me.

I got hired by Tim Horton's.

No, I did not move to Canada. Canada? Who's that?

But I did get hired. To the second place I applied to.

I start on Friday.

OMG OMG OMG.

Now, fast food is not my ideal employment situation. However, not being broke is my ideal situation!

BE EXCITED WITH ME, GUYS!

I HAVE GOOD NEWS!!!!



Also I kinda quit Nanowrimo. But that's not important! I have a job now.