I'm sore I missed that. Spell gone wrong or just a mood of Vallo?
Death? Are you Undead? No, you spoke of eating curry rather than people... fascinating. I've an ally who's Undead and she's spoken of similar feelings of disassociation with her senses, but it's improved by ah. Cannibalism. (Please don't judge us; there is a never-ending supply of bandits and murderers for her to pick off). So you're not Returned all the way; how does that work? Is this too personal? I apologize if so.