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Oct. 31st, 2017


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I probably should have gotten groceries because all I have are some really old leftovers and I would feel bad asking someone to deliver food to me with monsters running around out there.

Sep. 8th, 2017


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If nothing else, I can say that I have finished a couple pieces of furniture finished because of how often the dreams mess with my sleeping schedule. Who knows? I might be able to sell a bunch of furniture by the time they're finished. Maybe I'll be able to get a nicer apartment.

Sep. 5th, 2017


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My dreams and real life are now mirroring each other. I can't swim until I've been cleared by my doctor because of the ulcer. And of course I can't tell them, in real life, what brought it on, because then I'll just sound crazy. In the dream, it was HGH in one of my lotions, thanks to A. I'm just glad that didn't cross over. So of course it's taking even longer for me to be cleared. And my mom is worried that I'm under too much stress cause of the anniversary of my dad's death and school and swimming.

And if the dreams aren't messing with my real life enough, in the dreams A is messing with my relationship. I finally met Samara's friends and A made me give my number to one of them or they would release my medical records about the HGH and I can't explain to Samara why I did it.

Aug. 28th, 2017


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Things started off kind of less shitty this time. I've actually gotten parental approval and I'm even being paid. Then, as the dreams always seem to go, things got weird. In fact, it got downright awkward and a lot suspicious.

It hasn't been kind of normal since then.

Aug. 25th, 2017


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One of the things I love about my job is figuring up different ways to keep kids entertained that doesn't involve a form of electronics.

Today with the weather being so nice (and no zombie hordes), the boys and I decided to make up a little "war zone" in the back yard. Paint water balloons, Super soakers full of paint, and paint sponge bombs. They loved every second of it and I have to admit so did I. Even if I'll be washing paint out of my hair for the next month.

Aug. 9th, 2017


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My mother is setting up a spa weekend for us--my sister, my mother, and me--and though I'd rather not go, I don't really have any idea how to get out of it.

Jul. 31st, 2017


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The dreams feel so weird sometimes. I think it's because I don't feel like I'm doing that much and like so much stuff is going on around me. I know things, but I don't really experience getting to know the information. I just know it.

I guess it's just a part of the dreams.

Jul. 29th, 2017


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Has anybody be else ever googled, creepy google earth pictures? There's some pretty bizarre things out there that google has caught. There's one, that's actually been reshot since, where it looks like blood on a dock and someone getting rid of a body. What it actually is, is two people and a dog and what looks like blood is actually the dock wet from the dog having been in the water. At first glance though, it does look pretty creepy.

Jul. 15th, 2017


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You know, finding an abandoned carnival on Halloween is so cliche. But when crazy shit starts to happen... Like zombies of everyone you loved who dies start coming up out the ground, it's natural to get driven into a mental break down. Not to mention dream friends know who I really am. And sucks I can't do a fucking thing to help us because I don't have the power boosters.

But you know what really sucks.. What really killed me... Peter.... Seeing Peter as a fucking zombie, telling me. no calling me a monster. because deep down, he's right. I'm a monster. It's my fault he died... And I'll never forgive myself for that...

not in my dreams and not here for running Peter away.

Jun. 17th, 2017


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So, the guy who tried to kill me might not actually be dead. My parents hate the guy I'm with, and they're sending my friends and me to a shrink. The town doesn't believe us (what else is new) and I'm absolutely finished with these damn Dreams.

Jun. 7th, 2017


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I can't believe dream me hasn't just lost it by now. Not only does no one believe us about what happened to Ian, but now we might be moving away from Rosewood and Ian might not even be dead. At least I have a chance of staying, if I can get a scholarship, which while it would be nice to get away from all the crap with A, I wouldn't want to leave my friends to deal with her. With my luck though, A would probably still torture me in Texas. But, there's also a girl I kind of like, in the dreams, and it'd suck to have to end it before it began.

I'm just glad that all I have to deal with in the waking world are finals. No stalkers or creepy texts or messages. Just the usual stress of finals.

May. 19th, 2017


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Know where I really wanna go? The Museum of Ice Cream. I keep seeing pictures and it looks like a lot of fun. Especially the pool of sprinkles. Has anyone been there?

May. 18th, 2017


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I wish I could stop dreaming already. Apparently, even if I didn't do anything to deserve my reputation, people are still willing to treat me like I did. "It doesn't matter if you deserve it". I guess it doesn't because people are going to treat me the same way.

I can't even get a job because people think that I'm going to do something to their daughters. It's so stupid. I didn't even do anything. At least Spencer and Emily I kind of hate people. Or maybe I just hate the people in Rosewood.

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One of these days I will actually write a paper well enough in advance instead of waiting until the morning it is due.

Today is not that day. Ugh. Time management is clearly overstated. Or something.

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Okay so... I was going to say something after the whole Star Wars thing because it kinda came up with Spencer but then I didn't because it still made it real and needing to catch up on my schoolwork and everything else I had let slide instead of thinking about it.

Anyway. Caleb and I broke up. He was arrested because of things from his past and he didn't want me to put my life on hold. So. Yeah. That happened. You were right, Spence. Hope breeds eternal misery.

Apr. 26th, 2017


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My sister won't stop playing country music. COUNTRY MUSIC. She said there's something wrong with her phone, but I don't believe her. She's doing it to drive me crazy. Most if it is so irritating.

I don't mind the pop stuff as much. And the bluegrass? It's actually quite pretty. But whenever Alison Krauss and Union Station or Dixie Chicks or Shania Twain come on, she changes it back to the more misogynist "Bro Country" crap, and she won't listen when I tell her it's disturbing and degrading toward women. Maybe she's just doing it to piss me off. And it's seriously working.

I need to move out of this house more now than ever before.

Apr. 25th, 2017


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I've started working on a new rocking chair. I haven't actually had a reason to do one of these in a while and work's kept me pretty busy, but I'm back to working on one now. It's actually pretty useful when the dreams are getting worse than they were before. Kind of helps with relaxing after. But I'm pretty sure the dreams are just here to shit on everyone. Unless someone's had a different experience with it.

[PLL]
I think I'm caught up now. At least with most of the others unless you guys have suddenly gotten further away. I don't


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So you and me, huh?

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And just when you least expect it, dreams present themselves. My dreams are a big steaming mess right now. Sarah is missing. Cosima is pining. The Fish People's daughter is staying with us and I got to threaten Rachel. I won't lie, threatening Rachel was the highlight of this set. After that bitch drugged me and probably has something to do with Sarah's disappearance, watching that bitch fall apart was the best part.

Mar. 27th, 2017


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I'm happy to say that my dream self seems to have been cleared. For now. The DA's dropping the charges because the blood evidence was messed up or something. So I'm not sure that they won't try to charge me if they find new evidence again, but I'm not going to jail, which is a positive.

The rest of the dream stuff is pretty overrated, though. Except I'm apparently working on a motorcycle?

Private to Spencer )

Private to Emily )

Mar. 13th, 2017


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So much has happened in my Dreams. I don't know where to start. Now I'm a person of interest. They think I'm a murderer.

I have to get out of this house.

Mar. 8th, 2017


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I didn't realize that Daylight Savings was this weekend. My mom mentioned how next week it'll still be light out till almost seven and I thought she crazy till she said we changed the clocks this weekend. It sounds stupid, but that made my night. I prefer when the sun is out late as opposed to it being dark early.

Feb. 26th, 2017


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Well, the dreams aren't any less weird. The people in Rosewood are fucked. I don't know why I'm still there. I really should have left by now. You'd think I would have. But no. Still there, being treated like shit.

Feb. 22nd, 2017


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My boyfriend is moving in with me. Well, me and Sarah and Kira, but still. I've never lived with someone I was dating before, but I think this is the right move.

The only downside though is that now we have to pack up Josh's place. Does anyone have any extra boxes? After Sarah and I moved into our current apartment, I threw away the bloody boxes, thinking we wouldn't need them.

Feb. 13th, 2017


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I just found out that Pizza Hut has a heart shaped pizza! I guess I know what I'm having for dinner on Tuesday. Since I'm single, I can't think of a better way to spend Valentine's Day

Feb. 6th, 2017


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I cant believe
Its freaking 2017, what the


What's the point of campus security if when you go to see if they caught the jerks who vandalized your car on camera and it's all "oh it wasn't filming at the time"?


[Warnings for talk of anti-semitism/Nazi imagery in the comments]

Feb. 5th, 2017


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One of the coffee shops I frequent (yes one of. I have plenty.) has a "drink of the month" special. For February, it's a Raspberry, White Chocolate Mocha. Sounds like sugar in a cup to me, but people swear by it. So I've ordered one, and am waiting for the barista to finish making it.

Should I be this nervous over trying a new drink?

Jan. 21st, 2017


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Apparently I now write poetry in the dreams about dishes and french fries. But hey, it got the girl back so I can't complain.

Dream!me also keeps teaming up with the last person I ever thought I would. It's strange to see, but whatever works to help the girls I guess.

Jan. 16th, 2017


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I just saw a commercial with someone trying to say that Big Foot is shooting people with guns now? I'm not really sure how or why Big Foot has guns, but apparently he's more dangerous than the people previously knew.

This makes about as much sense as my dreams at the moment. I've been arrested for another crime I didn't commit. At least there's not enough evidence to say I did and I'm pretty sure I didn't, so this has been fun. Now I'm out of jail, but I get to be trapped close to Jenna because I have an ankle monitor. Everything's fucked up, basically.

Jan. 7th, 2017


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Sadly mom and I are gonna be taking down our Christmas decorations tomorrow. I always get a little sad this time of year. Christmas is my favorite holiday so I'm usually at my happiest with all the decorations and lights up. I guess everything needs to come to an end though.

Jan. 1st, 2017


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Here's hoping that 2017 will be better than 2016. I can't lose anyone else. My resolution is to try and remain positive all year.

Nov. 19th, 2016


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I guess it's a good thing I'm not living under the delusion that I'm well-liked in my dreams. I get some of the longest stares, like I'm about ten seconds away from some psychological break. Not to mention the fact that I'm more than well aware of how little the people in my dreams want to be around me. Sorry, Em, for making dream!you uncomfortable. I know you didn't want to be my lab partner

Apparently there are enough idiots in the school to spend time and money filling my locker with shaving cream so all of my school books ended up covered in the stuff. That's been fun.

But at least I can rely on the fact that they are probably going nowhere in life.

Nov. 6th, 2016


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Some parents are absolutely ridiculous. I was at the store today and there was a little boy who picked up a Snow White pez dispenser from the shelf and his mother turns around and tells him to put it back because he's not a little girl. As if the dispenser the pez comes out of makes a difference to this kid. Part of me wanted to say something, but I didn't.

Oct. 28th, 2016


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My friend Will told me about this place, so I thought I'd come and check it out. I'm Spencer, I grew up around here, but I was gone for a year. I'm back now, going to UC: Irvine as a Liberal Arts major. I look forward to meeting you all.

Oct. 24th, 2016


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Nothing waking up next to a life size doll of your girlfriend instead of your actual girlfriend. Complete with a death threat for her.

Happy anniversary to us.

Oct. 22nd, 2016


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So, I got my first dream gift or whatever, this morning. The texts from A don't count. In the dreams, Alison had give us each a friendship bracelet with our names on them and this morning mine was on my night stand. I was so freaked out at first that I just left it there for awhile. Eventually I ended up putting it on and now I can't bring myself to take it off, which is weird since I don't even know Alison in real life.

Oct. 15th, 2016


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So I had another dream. Jenna and I came into the school. Apparently I'm her seeing eye dog and everyone's giving me weird looks. But I guess that will happen when some crazy person makes you take the blame for something she and her friends did.

But you're welcome, Em. Your ex was a complete asshole and I probably should have punched him a lot more than I did in the dreams. Also sorry that Jenna is apparently a super creeper.

Oct. 8th, 2016


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Well, looks like I've joined the dreamer group. It's pretty weird cause it's more like a memory then a dream. It's also weird that I know everyone in the dreams except for Alison who the dreams kind of revolve around or really it's her disappearance that they revolve around. Me, Hanna, Spencer and Aria were all friends with Alison until she disappeared during the sleepover. We all went our separate ways after that until our Junior year when not only did they find Alison's body, but we started getting texts from someone who calls themselves A and seems to know things that only Alison knew.

If all of that wasn't weird and crazy enough, I had a boyfriend, which is crazy cause I've never had a boyfriend. Unlike dream!Emily, I've always known I've liked girls so dreaming about having a boyfriend is just weird. Although, it seems like dream!Emily may like girls too cause I'm pretty sure I have a crush on the girl who has moved into Alison's old house and I'm pretty sure I had a crush on Alison.

Sep. 18th, 2016


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Okay. That was weird. I just dreamt about some girl's funeral that I am pretty sure I've never met in my life. All I know is that I definitely didn't like her and people were staring at Jenna and me.

Sep. 16th, 2016


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We managed to get everyone on the up-and-up, well those that could be saved. Found out that one of our own had been banished over killing two that they thought were sick during the start of it. She'll be alright though, she's a survivor, but in my dreams I wasn't real happy over it.

We were headed, Rick and I, to tell Tyrese about it then all hell broke loose. The damn Governor came knocking with a fucking tank at the prison gates. I gotta admit that I felt pretty badass when I tossed a grenade down the barrel of the tank, but now the group is all over the place after the fight. It's just Beth and me out there by ourselves, and hopefully we'll find the rest of them before too long.

Sep. 12th, 2016


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Adjusting to a new school has gone alright. New swim team practice has also been going well. Being home has been an adjustment; especially without my dad there, but it's been alright. It helps that my friends are around and I haven't started dreaming. Now I just need to find a job. I was working as a bartender at a bar near school back East so I might look for another bartender job.

Sep. 9th, 2016


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Um. Hi? I don't really know what to say I'm pretty sure that this is one of my co-worker's ways of telling me to quit being such a shut in and talk to people, but I don't know how he even knows about this place. Or what I'm supposed to do with it.

Hi. I'm Toby Cavanaugh.