Starting to think a little more about my future. Namely...I think I might HAVE one. Is that weird at this point in my life? I've burnt so many bridges, screwed so much up that I can't actually be thinking about what I'm thinking. But, I maybe want a career, and I maybe want to work with kids, like at the ranch only with actual training to do it.
I think I maybe want to be a teacher. Can I even really DO that? It feels too late in a lot of ways, and I'm not exactly smart enough to get into college but... I sort of wanna try it anyway.
It's crazy, isn't it? I mean, what school would look at me and go "he's a great candidate for our program/to work with our kids? I've got a lot to think about, I guess. Looking for perspectives too...