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Apr. 24th, 2021


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I think this is the longest stretch I've gone without dreaming. I know I'm probably jinxing myself.

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Been about a week since my last anxiety attack. Having a service dog has really helped. I just wish people would stop slapping the 'emotional support animal' label on companion pets. It gives the true working dogs a bad reputation. My dog is trained to respond to any fluctuation in my mood, and he intervenes and keeps my anxiety from spiking. I need him by my side when I go into new situations, he is literally the only thing keeping me from falling apart at times. I need to be able to take him into a shop, or a restaurant.

I know I'm not cured. I know the panic can still blindside me without notice.

But I feel a lot less on edge. Which can only be good for my wife and my daughter.

Apr. 6th, 2021


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So dream me is maintaining this blackmail the cop thing. I just have a really bad feeling about that. But it's not like I can sit my dream self down and have a chat. All I can do is wait and see how it plays out. Even if I have a feeling it's all going to blow up in my face.

Apr. 3rd, 2021


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Just when I start feeling like I've made a break through...

I had another dream.

If I had any lingering doubts about the effectiveness of a service dog (I didn't), they'd be gone now.

Apr. 2nd, 2021


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These dreams within the dreams are going to do me in, I swear. This time I was at a church, and the preacher was doing communion, but instead of wafers he was giving the people razor blades on their tongues and then they were bleeding from the mouth. It came my turn, I grabbed his arm and said 'no it ain't' and then we struggled like arm wrestling until I fell out the bed and woke myself up. And of course I was in Ruthie's trailer. I flipped out on her, said being with her is a sin, and stormed out. I know I hurt her feelings, but it's a lot for dream me to handle.

I went into town, to get a drink at the bar. It's El Dia De Los Muertes. A kid ran into me, he was running from a mob of adults. He wasn't wearing a shirt, and he had a tree pained on his torso, just like the cornfield guy in my previous dream within a dream. After a bunch of other kids tugged on my shirt and I told them I didn't have any money, an old woman told me they were expressing sorrow for my loss. She handed me a pastry from her basket and said 'even the dead have to eat'.

I went into the church. Half expected to see the preacher from my dream. I went into the confessional, and confessed my sins. He seemed to know who I was, said my momma chose to die. I demanded to know who he was, he looked at me and it was Scudder. I tried to confront him face to face, but there was no one in that side of the confessional.

Next morning, back at the carny camp, I talked to Samson. He told me he doesn't know why I see the things I see, why I see Scudder everywhere. He said Management expected me, and it wasn't no accident they picked me up in Milfay that day I was burying my momma.

Later when I was working, Lila tried to come on to me. She's always with Lodz, and I can't stand him. So I don't like her neither. She let it be known everyone knows about me and Ruthie, which upset me. Sometime after that, Gabe came to get me because Ruthie'd been bit by a snake. She wasn't breathing, so I took her in one of the trucks out away from camp to try and heal her.

Honestly I ain't sure in the dream what's real and what's not. For all I know the whole thing with Ruthie getting bit isn't real. I can't tell when it's a dream in the dream until I wake up in the dream.

Mar. 26th, 2021


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Having this service dog really has made a difference. I never really bought into the whole emotional support dog thing, but I'm glad I looked into it. Since he's been with me, my anxiety has been reduced at least by half.

Mar. 22nd, 2021


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I grew up on a farm, with all kinds of animals. I miss the horses, the cows, the pigs, the sheep, even the ducks. Dogs and cats, of course, chickens. I do not miss the rooster crowing at the butt crack of dawn. But I miss having animals around.

I'm thinking about getting a cat, or two. They do better than dogs when they're alone for hours at a time. I've only ever really been around outdoor cats, but obviously I'm looking at getting indoor cats. My question is should I stick with one, or do they like having a companion to keep them company?

Mar. 14th, 2021


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Can we all agree that Daylight Savings Time needs to stop? Just let us jump ahead and stay there forever!

Mar. 13th, 2021


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Most people seem to respect the service dog. Many, I've noticed, give us a wide berth when they see his vest. But there are always, every time we go out there's at least two or three, who refuse to respect the vest and insist on petting him.

Don't worry, Ozma, I'm not talking about people at work. I haven't had any issue there. It's when we go out to the stores and what not. When we're walking down the street.

Mar. 7th, 2021


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Just when I was starting to think that I’d managed to slip out of whatever is going on with these Dreams I had another one. We’re still in the river that we crashed into after escaping from General Gingur and her army of girls at The Emerald City. Sawhorse is trying to to swim until he finally hears me telling him to keep still and just float - but not before we’re all completely soaked through. I finally tell him to swim to the other shore and that’s when I realize that Jack’s head fell off into the water and the Scarecrow’s straw is all done down in his feet so we have to get that fixed before we can get back on the way to the Woodman. We stop overnight so that I can sleep and Scarecrow tells us a story about when he was travelling with Dorothy and they had to stop for her and he lets me use him as a pillow.

It is never going to not be weird for me sleeping in my dreams.

Feb. 15th, 2021


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My dream self continued to resist sleep. Started having hallucinations of a tattooed guy in a corn field. The field is a common theme in my dreaming dreams. Not sure what it means. Maybe I should check into the symbolism. Or maybe not. Not sure I want to know.

Anyway, Samson convinced me to take him into town. Almost wrecked the truck because I could barely keep my eyes open. We went to the Templar lodge, or whatever it's called, looking for info. Those guys were as tight lipped as they come. We got exactly nothing, and walked away with a feeling like there was definitely something there. We just didn't find it.

Back at camp, I took an ice bath to try and stay awake. Gabe found me. Somehow he has kept up the ruse of his broken arm. But he carried me to his mother's trailer. And, yeah. Ruthie and me, we got a thing going. And she totally used her influence to make me finally give in to sleep. Even though I resisted, and tried to tell her how bad it is. Not just seeing Scudder. But the corn field, the running, always running.

I never seem to stop running. I know these dreams within dreams are trying to tell me something, but I have no idea what that is. I just wake up exhausted.

Feb. 12th, 2021


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The Gorilla Glue Challenge is apparently trending...I've now seen three patients for it...you will be sent to a hospital and have to explain to everyone why your hand or hair is glued to your head and that yes; glue actually works. Yes it will be difficult to remove..and yes you will get collective exasperated stares from all of us.


I can't believe I have to say this but your PSA: Don't gorilla glue stuff to your face/skin/head/eyes whatever.


and if you do, don't be shocked if the interns want to take pictures with you.

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Is it really that hard for grown men to execute a contract for a job that they bid on without me having to constantly be on site making them work? We're months past when I wanted to open and they still haven't corrected half of what the inspector said had to be redone before I'd be allowed to open. I might not have been the height of maturity myself when I screamed at the foreman today but I've had it with the excuses and delays.

I hired skilled contractors and electricians, I made sure of that. But I'm starting to think that I need someone to actually be on the sites making them do the jobs right if they're ever going to be finished and I just don't have the time to do it myself right now. Anyone on here good at lighting a fire under crews asses and looking for a job?

Feb. 8th, 2021


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Ever just get in a rut and can't get out? Don't know what to do about it but there it is. That's currently me.

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My dreams just keep getting weirder and weirder.

Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz showed up and my friends and I helped defeat the Wicked Witch but not before she killed me. It's all good though as I was resurrected by an Angel. Yes, apparently they are real.

I also left to go back to Oz with Dorothy. I swear I go to bed sober.

Feb. 7th, 2021


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Note to self - when on a Zoom for a business call, make sure you are on mute before you start yelling at the ref for that bad call.

Feb. 3rd, 2021


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I had a dream in the dream. A nightmare really. Both my legs and my right arm were torn off. Bloody stumps under the blankets. And I saw a man crouched over me, watching. I didn't know him, but when I woke up in the dream, Lods was there watching me.

Samson sent me to find a Scorpion Boy, but when I asked for directions I got sent to Lobster Girl. Claws for hands, same difference. Except the first guy I'd asked for directions, who apparently sent me on a goose chase, beat me to it. He wanted to shake hands, no hard feelings, but when I gripped his hand, I had visions of death like I do in my dreams. I slid the ring off his hand, and kept it when I drove off.

Bastard was waiting for me when I got back. He and Samson seem to know each other pretty well. I gave the ring back, after Samson looked at it.

Turns out Scutter, the asshole who keeps showing up in my dreams within the dreams, visions or whatever the hell it is, he's my father. In the dreams. That's what Samson told me. Truth told I don't know what to think about it.

Seems I'm trying to not sleep because if I sleep I dream, and Lods can get in my dreams. I don't know how. I don't want to know how.

After this bombshell about Scutter got dropped on me not once but twice, Lods was doing his performance where he holds and object and gets details from it. Probably some carney trick. But Samson passed him a trinket that had been Scutters, and had the same emblem on it as the ring I'd taken from Bofa earlier. Lods had a seizure when he touched it, and at the same time I had another vision of my legs and my arm gone. Lods kept muttering something in a foreign language, turned out to be Latin, and turned out I knew what he was saying. 'By this sign we conquer'.

After that I went to watch Ruthie's snake charmer show, and help gather the silver thrown at her after the performance. In her trailer after the show, she kissed me and I left. resisting sleep, but I woke up just as my dream self started to nod off.

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Got the dog checked out at the vet. He's deaf and blind, and pretty old, but he's reasonably healthy.

Just need a name for him now. Didn't stick around at my dream dad's place long enough to ask what the pup's name was.

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Jan. 25th, 2021


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Who the hell is she? Also, I know I said that my dream self was off his rocker before, but holy fuck. He's even more so now.

Also, REALLY?!? I am SO done with these damn dreams.

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I never thought I'd have to do this but I'm instituting a dress code for Lux. There is a very short list of old men who's naked ass I'd like to say and if you are not on it there is no reason for me to have to see with your pants hanging down so that your crotch is even with your knees. Which is where the dress code comes in - my bouncers have all been told that anyone dressing that way will not be allowed through the door.

Jan. 23rd, 2021


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Finally had a dream without that damn coal showing up on my arm. Went snake hunting with Ruthie. Afterwards, Lods got me riled up and I picked a fight with Ruthie. Her son tried to get in the way, I shoved him and he broke his arm. I apologised to Ruthie, and took Gabe out to the river to heal his arm. He's the stereotypical big dumb kid, and I told him he had to keep it a secret and pretend like his arm was still broke. It was a risk, and I ain't sure it was a smart risk to take.

Jan. 4th, 2021


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My 'brother' in the dreams, the kid called Junior, showed up at my door looking for a place to stay. With his girl. Who looks super familiar to me. Like I can't place it, but there's something. Anyway, we went for a hike, and I took them to a cave. It's a place for Mike to hide if the police zero in on him for that murder he committed. That I'm basically helping him cover up. Yeah. Not real thrilled with that whole storyline, but dream me is determined to help Mike get away with it.

We all went swimming in the lake where the dead kid is buried. Maybe not the smartest move, but it's not like we're gonna dive down to the bottom. The kids have no idea he's there. Mike got a little frisky with the girl, Junior took exception and Mike held him under the water. Would have killed him too, probably if I hadn't stopped him.

Jan. 3rd, 2021


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Dream me is absolutely off his damn rocker and creepy as fuck. He's also a very sneaky bastard too. Also, the dream version of my brother is a pain in the ass and a dick.


[Seth]

And you've been through this shit already?

Jan. 2nd, 2021


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I still got that damn word on my arm in the dream, and damn if I didn't wake up with it right back on my arm in my real life too. It was another fun filled dream. Started out in the mine. I saw a flash of light, followed it and ended up in a war zone like in the earlier dreams I'd had. Next thing I knew, I was waking up outside the mine and Lods was there trying to teach me or whatever. I don't want nothing to do with him, and I walked away, left him to fend for himself. He's blind, but sees better than anyone.

Back at the camp, I found out one of the dancers, Dora Mae, was murdered. A bunch of the carnies went into the town to find someone to hold accountable, but the place was deserted. After Dora Mae's funeral, Jonesy spotted one guy, the bartender, from Babylon. They ran him down and took him back for some good old fashioned 1930s carney justice. Which is basically Russian Roulette.

He got lucky, and Samson let him go. We packed up to move on to the next town, and it all feels, i don't know. Surreal. Insane is another word for it.

Dec. 15th, 2020


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Do you remember when you were a kid and you kept begging your parents for more money so you could keep playing skee ball so you could earn more tickets for cheap toys, and they told you it was time to go because they were tired of eating bad pizza while you ran around with the energy only an eight year old high on pixie sticks has? Do you ever look back and wish you knew how to bypass the bad pizza and electronic rat to buy those toys outright?

Apparently at one point I found where to order them and bought a present for myself that I completely forgot about, and came home today to a box of 100 glow in the dark alien toys. Which, alright they're cute. I just don't know why I have them. We're going to keep a few of them, but does anyone want the rest? Maybe someone who owns a gumball machine or something? Or teachers looking for prizes to give out to students, too.

Dec. 5th, 2020


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These dreams are going to drive me to drink.

Dec. 1st, 2020


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It's December!!! This year is almost over, thank goodness.

My mom left yesterday and I have to say that introducing her to Elsa went quite well :D She also helped me get my place all decorated up for the holidays.

Now I just need to go brave some stores and buy some presents.

Nov. 17th, 2020


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So you know how before Halloween I usually bug everyone here about the local Rocky Horror midnight showing and I didn't this year? There was a reason for that. This year's musical at school IS The Rocky Horror Show, and I got the part of Columbia! I figured I'd let someone else take her for the RHPS shadow cast this year and focus my energy on being the best Columbia I can be on stage. As usual, the first showing will be in December, and I'm looking forward to seeing all of you there! (Thomas, can you distract my parents from... any parts you know they're not going to want to watch? Thanks!)

Nov. 7th, 2020


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There's a kid missing, and the cops are looking for him, and my dream self knows my best friend did it. I confronted him, he didn't even bother to deny it. Apparently he has a habit of killing privileged white boys. I don't even know.

Anyway, that was a fucked up dream. I'm going to go take my frustrations out on a punching bag.

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The picture of my ma in the dreams led me to Mrs Donovan, who told me there are rules to what I can do. She knew my father, and said he had the gift too. A little girl I healed, she recognised me in town, and the people tried to mob around me, but Jonesy got me out of there. And then Samson turned the carnivale into a revival and made me pretend to heal people. Mrs Donovan's son brought her to me, and wanted her healed, but she said she didn't want it so I didn't do it. Now Samson's mad at me, and I think he knows...I can heal things. But in order to heal, I have to take the life from somewhere else.

These dreams are messed up. And it's starting to mess with my head. I don't even know what to think anymore.

Nov. 3rd, 2020


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I missed part of Halloween because of the OC being the OC, and I'm still trying to buy our kids' love back with treats. Now I'm having to spend election night sober while we all await the results, because somehow a newspaper actually mistook me for an actual responsible adult and gave me a job. So... I'm not having that great of a time right now. Armin's getting stoned for both of us. Which is weirdly comforting in a way. I might be stressed, but at least he doesn't have to be as stressed?

Just hoping the country has more sense than it did in 2016.

Nov. 2nd, 2020


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Honestly my brother saying 'I'm going to buy this for her because it'll be funny' should be the code for whichever of his friends is closest to just take his credit card and hide it. For his own good. And my sanity after this showed up at my house. Who in the world thought this was something that needed to be made?

Nov. 1st, 2020


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If we could not do that again, that'd be great. I wish this place would leave me the fuck out of things when it gets weird.

Oct. 26th, 2020


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Oct. 25th, 2020


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I saw the most amusing thing earlier, while I was out. There was an SUV with a plastic skeleton attached to it's spare tire. I wish I could have taken a picture of it, but he was too far ahead of me to get a good one. I love when people get creative and decorate their cars for holidays. One time around Christmas I saw a car in a parking lot with lights on it. I wish I could have seen it when the lights were on.

Oct. 19th, 2020


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Since I can’t sleep I thought I’d surf the internet which is how I came across something I thought I’d share with all of you - the Australian army once lost a war against emus. As weird as that sounds it’s not a joke - they actually fought against birds and lost.

Oct. 18th, 2020


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Her: Mom I want to be a bee!

Me: That's easy, we can dust you in gold glitter for pollen.

Her: I just want to buzz at everyone.

Me: Baby, Bees don't talk.

Her: They buzz mom.

Me: Their wings buzz.

Her: Can I throw glitter?

Me: No!

Her: Nevermind


Costume idea 45 from Livvy that she veto herself.

Oct. 12th, 2020


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The last time I saw anyone angerclean was back in 8th grade when Mom saw my F in pre-algebra. But the past few days have been a weird trip down memory lane because that's what Alice is doing with her post break-up energy. She's getting rid of so much stuff, and I'm not sure if that's a good or a bad thing. I've never seen her closet have this much room in it before? But she's got four huge boxes of things to donate to charity. And I've lost track of just how much stuff we've been taking pictures of for her to list on LaceMarket.

Oct. 5th, 2020


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Why am I dreaming about turning 8 years old, and waking up feeling like I actually lived it.

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More dreams within a dream. I'm starting to earn my place with the carnival. They call me a Roustabout. I do whatever odd jobs need to be done, and at night when the jobs and chores are finished till morning, I get to sleep on the ground under one of the trucks. Jonesy sent me to the baggage trailer, apparently it's supposed to be some kind of wild goose chase initiation thing, because it's not supposed to exist. But I found it, and I went inside. The first trunk I opened had the hat and coat one of the men in my dream-in-a-dream was wearing. There was also a picture of my ma in a cigar box and I kept it. Samson tried to take it, but I wouldn't let him have it. Found out she was Henry Scutter's girl, and when Ruthie showed me a picture of him, I recognised him from my dreams. The hat and the coat in the trunk where I found the picture belonged to him.

I took Samson to where the baggage trailer was, but it wasn't there. I have no explanation for that, because I know I was in there. I'd been inside it. But he insisted there was no baggage trailer, that Jonesy was messing with me by sending me to clean it out. Later, Sophie's mom came to me and said "You're the one" and then she passed out. She's in some kind of trance, she can't move or talk or anything, and Sophie thought I'd taken her from their trailer, but I didn't touch her. And I don't know what she meant when she said I'm the one. I'm the...what?

My dream life is getting more intense, and more confusing. I don't think I like it.

Sep. 14th, 2020


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Part of me was hoping when I saw the headline that signs of life were found on the planet Venus, that maybe they saw the ruins of my castle or something, but nope. Just chemicals in the clouds.

Sep. 7th, 2020


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Honestly, whenever I think my dreams can't possibly get any worse, they do. We decided that we're going to try and take out Negan and the Saviors on our own so we tried to recruit another community that we had recently found out about. We figured they would join us mostly because Negan had already terrorized them by killing all the men in their community, but their leader refused. We took their guns though, because Negan had taken most of ours. We promised to bring them back.

Then of course, when it came time to put our plan into action we were betrayed by another group we had recruited and Rick and his son were almost killed by Negan, but luckily, at the last minute Maggie and I and the rest of Hilltop as well as King Ezekiel and The Kingdom showed up and we helped run Negan and the Saviors out of Alexandria. Of course there were some casualties and our ultimate plan failed, but we survived. I just know that Negan is going to retaliate even harder now. And I still don't trust Gregory. He'll sell us out in second if it means saving himself.

I honestly don't see this fight ending for awhile. I can only pray that we don't lose anyone else either to Negan or the walkers. But what are the odds of that happening?

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Now that the final papers have been signed and filed I can announce that Yondu signed ownership of Lux over to me. It just made the most sense with him having some more pressing issues needing his attention right now since I already know the staff and how he was running things since Lucifer gave it to him. God when am I ever going to sleep

Don't worry regulars - I'm not going to be making any major changes to the place. Why fix it if it isn't broken right? About the only thing I know for sure that I'll be needing to do is hire some new staff. Not just for there but that's the immediate start dates

Sep. 5th, 2020


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Network -- Jefferson


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Personal Entry )

Sep. 3rd, 2020


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Marcel brought a new friend to the attic. A vampire named Josh. He said he was going to kill him but that would be breaking his own rule not to kill another vampire. Vampire with a code? Josh was compelled and Marcel wants me to break his compulsion since he was sent to spy on Marcel by Klaus. This hurts Josh a lot.

Marcel wants me to make Josh forget about me, the attic. The first friend I’ve had since the Harvest and being locked away in the attic and he wants me to make him just forget. Josh promises he won’t say anything and again I go behind Marcel’s back. I wish Josh were here. And Cami. They were the first two people I’ve met that are just truly nice in these dreams.

All in all it wasn’t terrible.

[Ozma]

Hey. What are you doing right now?

Sep. 1st, 2020


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One, certain Grounders suck. Like a LOT. Two, being shot with an arrow hurts like a bitch. Three, my big brother is starting to see reason. And four, well... see number two. So needless to say, shit ton of pain but Bellamy sent me off with him to stay safe and so he could help.

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I guess it's a good thing Raven is still in hospital. Means I was here when I woke up from another dream torture session. Dream me is also learning some of the grounder language. Which is fascinating to real life me. Especially since I'm deaf, but I hear just fine in the dreams.

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Dieu, where has the time gone? High ho the glamorous life indeed! Anyway.

This weekend only, Bandstand will be performed at L.A. Fleet Week. Two shows a day, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. Active and former members of the military get in for free.

Aug. 25th, 2020


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While okay, this cake being animated when spun is kinda cool.... who puts popcorn on cake? And why is this in my recommended? I appreciate the pacmen, I kind of want my own animated pacman cake for my birthday now. Just... popcorn?