This is not how I wanted to start a new year I don’t know what’s behind these Dreams. Or who. But when I find out? I am going to kick their ass. That was just a cruel cruel thing to force me to
relive see in my sleep. I don’t need my baby sister and our parents showing up in my Dreams reminding me that they aren’t here, making me miss them
even more. What I need when I finally get into bed is to just sleep.
Not wake up crying and spending the rest of the night staring at the ceiling because I can’t trust not to see their bodies again Not wake up and have to spend the day downing energy drinks like they’re water to make it through my shift.