May. 21st, 2016 at 12:30 AM
In my dreams, I've been told I'm a survivor by my guardian. That's better than what other people call me. It's even better than what I call myself.
I find myself questioning if being a survivor is really a good thing though. I wonder how much more I'll have to endure. Even the head of F.B.I. has turned against me in my dreams. He forced me to look at something horrible while asking me questions. It's one more image I can't get out of my head. Maybe I deserve it. I feel like a monster.
Is it good to survive if the experience changes you?
I find myself questioning if being a survivor is really a good thing though. I wonder how much more I'll have to endure. Even the head of F.B.I. has turned against me in my dreams. He forced me to look at something horrible while asking me questions. It's one more image I can't get out of my head. Maybe I deserve it. I feel like a monster.
Is it good to survive if the experience changes you?