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Jul. 16th, 2021


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Alright so apparently the high school experience I'm having in the Dreams is even more like a teen drama than I thought was possible. I guess locking gazes with Cole, by accident and having that weird vision, got me on the bad side of his apparent ex-girlfriend which....sorry? I don't know if she has any clue about the vision but I don't really care either way. She's a psychotic bitch if she thinks that it's okay to threaten someone for just looking at a guy. I completely get why Kat doesn't like her.

Crossing her does seem to have helped me make a new...friend (maybe) named Justin. Which Cole didn't seem to like which...what the hell is going on with him? I do not get it at all.

Jun. 23rd, 2021


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I'm starting to think that I should switch up the menu up a bit at the truck for the summer months. Just because it's getting warmer and I want to play around with different foods from the grocery store and not do as much frying every day.

May. 25th, 2021


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I used to love to go urban exploring in high school. Abandoned houses, stores, and even tunnels from where Sacramento was built on top of old Sacramento. And it was always interesting the kind of things you'd find left behind in old places. Or graffiti left by people who also explored it before you. My sister and Mom were always convinced that A. a tunnel would collapse on me or B. I'd run into a crazy squatter living in one of those places.




So today my sister sends me a video out of the blue with urban exploration in the hashtags. Two people opening up one of those bomb shelters from the cold war? I've never been in one of those. Anyway, they open it up to be greeted with someone having an Elmo hand puppet peek around the corner.

Do I know that was most likely staged for the video? Yes. Am I still glad I never came across someone with a hand puppet peeking around the corner at me? Also yes.

May. 21st, 2021


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Anybody else find themselves...uneasy out here when this place is just quiet for too long? God I need sleep but I can't seem to fall asleep

Apr. 29th, 2021


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The saddest thing I've ever had to admit to myself - reliving Junior year of high school is a highlight of my Dreams so far. I'm attending the same high school my parents went to when they were teenagers and knowing that I'm determined not to look at any of the pictures. I know if I see a picture of them in that building I'll have a breakdown like I did at their funeral and who wants to be known as the girl who freaked out in the middle of the halls on her first day right?

Luckily for me the girl I met at the hospital, Kat, found me in the halls and gave me a brief rundown on the people we passed. Until we got to Cole who she was more interested in filling me in on her history with one of his friends and warning me to steer clear of the group because they're bad news. I was going to just leave it at that but then I locked eyes with Cole and had a vision. Which I've never had happen before. It was very weird and not sure it's something I'd want to experience here because I woke up from it feeling disoriented and dizzy.

Apr. 19th, 2021


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So I've been an EMT for a couple of months now and I actually enjoy it a lot more than I thought I would at the start. The only part I really dislike, which I would think is the same for doctor's, is when the person we're called for dies. That happened last night and I don't know if it's because I've been talking more about being a Medium lately and I've let my guard down, but I saw the man's ghost just after he passed and it shocked me for a minute since I don't usually see random ghosts. I can usually control it and it's usually people I know that I see or people I've had a connection to.

It reminded me just how much of a shock it is to see them unexpectedly and while I sometimes act like an expert on the subject and like it doesn't affect me, that's clearly not true like I thought.

Apr. 11th, 2021


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So. Derek's moved and Lydia is moving too once we graduate. I didn't even know they were thinking about it, but it's pretty much a done deal. Derek already went, and he signed the garage over to me. I don't even know what he was thinking. I can't be trusted near the equipment! I'm just the front desk guy. Maybe he thinks I'll learn to actually repair my jeep instead of patching it up with Duck Tape, but, no, really. I'm just going to patch it up with Duck Tape.

So uh. Anyone who knows something about cars and fixing cars without relying on Duck Tape, want a job? At least I already manage the books and payroll and stuff, and I'm the one who organised the files but...yeah. I have no idea what I'm doing, otherwise.

Apr. 3rd, 2021


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Just when I start feeling like I've made a break through...

I had another dream.

If I had any lingering doubts about the effectiveness of a service dog (I didn't), they'd be gone now.

Apr. 2nd, 2021


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Dream me blames Five for Patch's death, and I'm on a revenge mission to kill the idiots who killed her. Of course Klaus provided a distraction, by starting a bar brawl. The only good thing was that sitting in the car with him after, I saw one of the idiots I'm gunning for, and followed him back to a hotel. But they got the jump on me, and managed to shoot me in the arm while they made their get away.

These dreams are a real doozy.

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These dreams within the dreams are going to do me in, I swear. This time I was at a church, and the preacher was doing communion, but instead of wafers he was giving the people razor blades on their tongues and then they were bleeding from the mouth. It came my turn, I grabbed his arm and said 'no it ain't' and then we struggled like arm wrestling until I fell out the bed and woke myself up. And of course I was in Ruthie's trailer. I flipped out on her, said being with her is a sin, and stormed out. I know I hurt her feelings, but it's a lot for dream me to handle.

I went into town, to get a drink at the bar. It's El Dia De Los Muertes. A kid ran into me, he was running from a mob of adults. He wasn't wearing a shirt, and he had a tree pained on his torso, just like the cornfield guy in my previous dream within a dream. After a bunch of other kids tugged on my shirt and I told them I didn't have any money, an old woman told me they were expressing sorrow for my loss. She handed me a pastry from her basket and said 'even the dead have to eat'.

I went into the church. Half expected to see the preacher from my dream. I went into the confessional, and confessed my sins. He seemed to know who I was, said my momma chose to die. I demanded to know who he was, he looked at me and it was Scudder. I tried to confront him face to face, but there was no one in that side of the confessional.

Next morning, back at the carny camp, I talked to Samson. He told me he doesn't know why I see the things I see, why I see Scudder everywhere. He said Management expected me, and it wasn't no accident they picked me up in Milfay that day I was burying my momma.

Later when I was working, Lila tried to come on to me. She's always with Lodz, and I can't stand him. So I don't like her neither. She let it be known everyone knows about me and Ruthie, which upset me. Sometime after that, Gabe came to get me because Ruthie'd been bit by a snake. She wasn't breathing, so I took her in one of the trucks out away from camp to try and heal her.

Honestly I ain't sure in the dream what's real and what's not. For all I know the whole thing with Ruthie getting bit isn't real. I can't tell when it's a dream in the dream until I wake up in the dream.

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Ah, the joys of time jumps in dreams. I got to live through teenage awkwardness last night. Some good, some not so good, some really terrible. But the thing that stands out the most, aside from Kyle being a douche and my dad being...my dad, is how I woke up thinking I still had two legs. But then reality set it, because oh yeah. The dreams took one of them away.

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I took Livvy to see the Easter Bunny at the mall today and it didn't go well. She seemed so excited to go up until it was her turn.

Mar. 26th, 2021


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I'm really hoping that this latest dream means that I'm finally going to stop having to relive the fallout from the accident. It started with me meeting this girl named Kat when I was in the hospital - her mom works there and told her I needed a friend so...thanks mysterious pitying mom I guess. I really wanted to dislike Kat but she's just got that quality about her that makes it impossible. I was released from the hospital the next day and my grandparents took me home so I don't know when, or if, I'll see her again but it was good to have a friend for at least a little while distracting me. Almost enough to break through the numbness I was feeling in the dream.

The Dream ended with the funeral - us burying them in the cemetery that the accident was in front of and Gran wanted me to speak there, just like here but I couldn't. I couldn't talk about them. I didn't want to talk about them or listen to other people talk about them. In the dream I started screaming at the funeral while someone was talking about Emma, and I just kept screaming until I blacked out in the Dream.

I woke up here screaming with Dragon beside me trying to comfort me.

Mar. 22nd, 2021


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These dreams just keep piling it on.

I took the kids from the dojo to train in a junk yard. And then I found out my star pupil is dating my arch nemesis' daughter. So I told him about our teenage rivalry. It sounded a lot like my real life.

When we got home, Miguel's mom invited me to dinner. Talking to her inspired me to give my stepfather back the money I'd borrowed from him. I started to try and write a letter to my son, but there was a commotion outside. Thugs from LaRusso's auto dealership were trashing my car.

They set it on fire, and I took one of their motorcycles and headed to LaRusso's house. I woke up before I got there.

The big take away was that I'm glad I have a better relationship with my kid here. Not much, but. We're getting there.

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Well, that was an interesting dream. We went to a planet that seemed to be covered in a mist. The energy readings were off the charts. Rodney assessed it to be powerful enough to allow us to dial Earth and go home through the stargate. Almost as soon as we got there, I got a weird feeling about it all. I took Teyla shopping, and then we went back to my place, an upscale bachelor pad on a lake, complete with a pool and a view to die for. I introduced Teyla to beer, and then a couple of my buddies from the service showed up.

I couldn't put my finger on what was wrong, until I got to the house. I never lived in a house like that, and the Johnny Cash poster I have in Atlantis was there on the wall. And then when Dex and Mitch showed up...Turned out, the mist on that planet is a race of noncorporeal beings with the ability to get inside our heads. They allowed us to think we made contact with earth, and that we could worm hole back to the Milky Way. It was all an illusion.

Apparently whenever that stargate is activated, some of their race is sacrificed for the energy that is used. So in order to keep us from killing them, they provided illusions that were based on our thoughts and what not, and therefore not entirely accurate. I was the first to figure out something was wrong, which hey. Kudos to me.

In the end they accepted our promise not to use their energy to try and get home, because as I told him yeah, we want to go home, but not at the price of all those lives. Besides, we volunteered for the Atlantis Expedition, and I for one am not ready to turn my back on it. Not to go back to Earth, where there isn't all that much to go back to besides like football, pizza, and beer.

Mar. 14th, 2021


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So I'm officially my uncle's problem now. Good news for me. Bad news for him.

Mom must have gotten notice about it or something cause she tried calling. Is it wrong to not want to talk to your mom?

Mar. 13th, 2021


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Most people seem to respect the service dog. Many, I've noticed, give us a wide berth when they see his vest. But there are always, every time we go out there's at least two or three, who refuse to respect the vest and insist on petting him.

Don't worry, Ozma, I'm not talking about people at work. I haven't had any issue there. It's when we go out to the stores and what not. When we're walking down the street.

Feb. 28th, 2021


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So I know I'm probably going to be in the minority but - Bell's Bites will not be doing St. Patrick's Day menu specials.

Feb. 22nd, 2021


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So what were the odds that both of my sisters were going to end up leaving town at the same time? I kind of expected that Katherine and Enzo might leave at some point since Enzo kept opening clubs all over the place, but I wasn't expecting Elena to get a job offer that would cause her to move too. Katherine had already moved out when she got married, but now that Elena is gone too, this house seems so big. I wouldn't dream of selling it though. Ali actually moved in, so I'm not by myself, but I'm wondering if maybe I should rent out the other two bedrooms.

Feb. 19th, 2021


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Personal Entry )

Feb. 11th, 2021


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Finally heard back from my landlord - as long as I'm out by the end of next month, he'll let me out of my lease since my roommate left Orange County. Now to find a smaller place, pack and get entirely moved. It's doable I think. If I give up sleeping and cut back on the hours the truck is open and use more of my savings to stay afloat

Feb. 8th, 2021


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Someone brought their car into the garage and I'm amazed at the amount of duct tape that was inside the engine. I asked if they had taken any advice from Stiles but the client said that this was all done before making an appointment for service.

I can't believe I have to say this to people other than Stiles but please don't fix your car with duct tape. It's not a good fix and most of the time it just makes the problem worse.

Jan. 25th, 2021


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Whoever they are they've been beating me senseless for 10 hours.

Also, dream me is a kinky son of a bitch. That's just... weird. Dream me is also of the mind that no one will give a shit about me and won't come to get me and/or find me.

Ben's a ghost. I hate Ben being a ghost! There's also a ghost there in the room with me and my torturers. Some Russian lady.

(Dream me is also having a fit that the bad guys are destroying his drugs.)

Ben keeps telling me to be strong.

Also, that sucks! It showed me when I was younger. Dad had left me in a mausoleum or something, in the dark for WAY too long. "Have you mastered your fear of the dead, Number Four?" (This only came about because I was trapped in a damn closet while the bad guys were gone for hours. Pretty sure he's also going through withdrawal but it's mainly the claustrophobia)

Dream me is sober. So, I can see the ghosts better. Talking to a Zoya, who was a victim of my kidnappers.

Their names are Hazel and Ca-Ca.

Shit. Diego, I'm sorry!

Also, WHAT THE HELL WAS IN THAT BRIEFCASE, IT ZAPPED ME... SOMEWHERE! (Also, the lady on the bus was oogling Dream!me, but then again, I was still only in a towel.)

Jan. 22nd, 2021


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Anybody else ever woken up from one of these Dreams and had to run straight to the bathroom to vomit after something they’d seen in them? I want to be able to just block it out but it keeps coming back everytime I close my eyes. I can’t cope that way again even though I know it’ll make them stop Also - what is with the cops in my dreams trying to get me to say that my parents were attacked by wild dogs? Yeah I didn’t tell them about the monsters that I saw - I’m not that level of crazy there yet, just that we flipped and crashed while driving but I would have told them if it had been dogs or some other type of wild animal.

My seatbelt was jammed so I couldn’t get out of the car to help my parents, to help my mom as they started tearing into her body. Or to help Emma and that’s when the monsters noticed us and started coming towards the car. Luckily another car came around the bend in the road and the monsters took off, leaving me to be helped by the new arrivals and the drugs the EMT’s gave me when they showed up.

Jan. 19th, 2021


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I'm in love with Ben in my dreams. I don't know how it happened, but I just am.

I have never been in love like this in reality, but makes it possible here though, right?


Seem a bit to mushy to me.

Jan. 18th, 2021


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The lost and found is rather full again at the club sine the holidays are over.

I suggest if you've think you might have lost something while bar hopping, you have to till Friday inquire about it and than it's gone.

Jan. 17th, 2021


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I know these dreams are normal here but what about waking up with a dream injury? I broke my arm in my dreams and woke up with one. Seems unfair.

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In my dreams I started taking karate lessons from my dad's arch nemesis. I was pretty good at it too. Almost won the tournament but my opponent, taught by my dad, fought dirty. I guess that's the way Cobra Kai works.

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Seemed like someone was giving information to the Wraith, because on average, half the off world missions my team went on we encountered them. Interrogations were done, feelings were hurt, and it was all a misunderstanding. In the end, my team managed to capture a wraith and bring it back to Atlantis. Because that's going to end well, I'm sure.

In real world news, the flight school is doing well. Opening a second location seems to have been a good idea.

Jan. 2nd, 2021


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Seems like the hospital is where we stayed. Makes sense, actually. Even if I'm kind of isolated from everyone else.

We heard a voice near the entrance. I went to investigate, Axel followed and then so did a bunch of people that had been there. We found a man covered in blood.

There is SO much shit going on in these dreams. Supposedly the feeder isn't a feeder anymore and I'm being blamed for that. Then one of the guys, their wife was taken by those things that wanted me. I was going to give myself over, then John decided he was going to give me to them. But Axel stopped it.

These dreams are giving me a damn headache.

"If I don't come back it's been nice staring at your naked body for three years." (Really, Axel? Or dream!you.)

Yay for sub-basements and crazy adventures to get a generator back on.

We ended up in a shipyard or something. Axel had to go underwater and handing me a gun. Ferals showed up while he was in the water and I killed one of them, and should've been dead.

All dream me wants to do is find her daughter, even if there's the possibility, now, that she could be dead.

Whatever I am. Whatever dream me is, she's something. Even if she doesn't want to be.

[Axel]

This shit is getting crazy on us. Dream me went into the cage with Doc and I offered her my blood. I mean it was dream yous idea. Doc didn't want it or anything, so I bit her. What the hell?!? I don't like this. Not one damn bit.

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Had another action packed dream. We ransacked a house, but there was walkers outside, so we couldn't stay. It's been like that for a while. We try to find a place to hole up but it's not long before we gotta move on. So Rick and me was out hunting and we saw a prison. Perfect place, right? With the fences and such.

We cleared the yard and spent the night there. And then we cleared out closer to the building and worked out way inside. Everyone claimed a cell in Block C, cause it was clear. I slept in the perch, ain't sleeping in no cage. Next day we were gonna clear out more, but we got surrounded, and Hershel got bit and we managed to hole up in the cafeteria. Rick cut Hershel's leg off since we know the bite infects, but it's the dying that causes a man to turn. So maybe we can save his life.

Ain't sure how he's gonna survive without one of his legs, but I reckon we'll deal with that if he survives at all. And then, shocker of all shockers, there were people in the cafeteria. Prisoners, probably. ZThey wasn't turned. So...that's interesting. But that was the end of the dream, that's when I woke up.

Jan. 1st, 2021


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Collard green and black eyed pea soup simmering, deep cleaning mostly done... Happy New Year, let it be better than last. Bit strange being back after three years but life is strange like that.

Dec. 18th, 2020


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I'm pretty sure I saw Santa in line at my truck today. Or at least I'm really hoping it was Santa due to the fact that he put some old woman on his naughty list for her bad attitude over the fact that I had no way of finding out what the pin for her card was.

Dec. 9th, 2020


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Not sure what I'm going to do with this. I was okay never seeing it again.

Guess it gives me a place to hang out and have wild parties.

Just kidding, Uncle Frank! Mostly.

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Due to the holidays, I'm extending and adding an extra mediation class at night.

Members get first pick for spots, what's left over is open for visitors or those who pay at every class.

I would like to express, this doesn't have to be a stressful time.

Do what makes you feel good and stay away from what or who doesn't.

Sometimes the holidays will provoke sadness, it's okay! Cry if you need to, hermit away if you need to, just know that it's your right to and find someone you can talk to, if you need to talk. You can even message me if you'd like, I'm hardly ever without my device.


I just want to wish everyone peace, mindfulness, and to know you are not alone, even if you feel like it.

Dec. 3rd, 2020


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So this ice castle just appeared on the beach three days ago and it was a little weird but kind of cool. Then yesterday it started snowing and now there's a volcano in the hills above my house.

I'm freaking out.

Nov. 28th, 2020


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It's Christmas Time....it's official.

Decided to do some shopping this morning, the three stores I went to, all has Rocking Around The Christmas blasting when I walked in them.

Don't get me wrong, love Christmas, and I'm aware after Turkey Day, all bets are off.

Here's my issues - too much Christmas things before Christmas will cause me to burn out.

Also I do not need Rocking Around The Christmas Tree stuck in my head all day!

I was actually humming in by the third store.

Nov. 27th, 2020


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I don't get what part of being out in public reading means "Please bother me". I don't want to talk, I want to read. I don't want to tell you what I'm reading or what it's about. You can google that. Just let me live, people. I just want to sit outside and enjoy fall break.

Nov. 26th, 2020


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Asked this question once a long time ago, but we got a whole buncha new people so I'm gonna ask it again.

Bacon.

Nov. 22nd, 2020


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These dreams are like a freaking soap opera. I hate soap operas.

This one wasn't that bad, in the grand scheme of things. Scott and i stopped the werewolf hunter from interrogating Jackson. I went home and got my dad drunk so I could take advantage of him and read his official police reports about the recent 'animal attacks'. Then I rammed my jeep into Scott's mom's car because she was on a date with THE ALPHA.

Soap operas are made of this stuff.

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Does anyone else wake up exhausted after having one of these dreams?

Nov. 21st, 2020


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So I had to re-live my mom dying in my latest dream.

...I just don't know how I'm going to cope with this, I keep telling myself they're not real but...

This talking gorilla with a freaking brain in a jar came and told me that mom was murdered. But my parents died in a car crash, god it's like this awful sick joke's got into my head and it's all I can think about.

Nov. 11th, 2020


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Just a helpful hint for the next time you find yourself dealing with a service worker. If you find yourself about to utter the words "I don't want to be difficult/a bother but/however..." just stop right there. Do not finish whatever that sentence was going to be because it can never end well. Any sentence that starts that way actually means "I'm doing this on purpose to make your life harder because I can".

Oct. 29th, 2020


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I'm so sad, for the first time the girls wanted their own costumes that they picked out separately. Not a family costume and not twin costumes. I get it, they're getting older and want to start slowly expressing themselves their own way. And I don't want to get in the way of that at all. I'm just not ready for them to grow up yet. Or course, I'm sure it's harder on Amycus. He's been their dad longer after all.

Still, Madison makes a cute fairy. Laurel wanted one of those inflatable T Rex costumes, but that wasn't happening, that's too expensive for something she's going to grow out of before next year. So she's having to settle for a plush T Rex costume. She's still a cute T Rex, though. Now if I can just keep them from getting their costumes dirty before Saturday.

Oct. 27th, 2020


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I hate these dreams. Why do they have to be so awful? My best friend is dead. And it's all my fault.

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Anyone have suggestions for the best bar to get a drink at? It's my personal mission to try them all.

Oct. 5th, 2020


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After a great weekend in Louisiana and running errands all morning.


Fangtasia will soon be under new management! Just a few odds and ends here and there, I will own the bar.


Clearly there will be positions open, new bartender, management, servers.


Anyone looking for a job, come see me!

Oct. 1st, 2020


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I really think my life here was a lot kinder than in the Dreams. From not remembering the accident at all because I was knocked out to waking up to Gran and Pops sitting by the bed to tell me what was going on. All of that is way better than what I dealt with there. Waking up in the car and seeing my family...watching Dad get eaten...waking up again at the hospital to a nurse and no family in there. The nurse didn’t come right out and say that my family was dead but I knew what she meant there and it just...everything felt empty to me. So we’re back to it matching up with how I felt here after the accident. I still haven’t decided if the similarities are good or bad though.

Mom’s parents got there and told me they were taking me to live with them so...I guess we’ll see how they stack up to living with Dad’s after the accident here. God please don’t fuck up dreamAli like you did here. Just don’t

Sep. 23rd, 2020


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Network -- Parker


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Personal Entry )

Sep. 16th, 2020


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I'm starting to build a regular schedule up for Bell's Bites. Owen, the owner of The Cellar, and I have worked out an arrangement where I'll be parking in the lot for his restaurants open mic nights on Wednesdays and Saturdays. Bell's Bites will be opening up there at 8 pm and closing at 1 am providing food to the performers and patrons while The Cellar handles drinks.

[Emma Frost]

Any idea what days will work best for outside of your building? Maybe Mondays and Thursdays?

[Christy]

What do you say Sunday - you, me and movies and bad food?

[Jeremy Gilbert]

Any chance I could convince you to come hang out one of the nights I'm at The Cellar?