This Thea is the best that she could do (besticoulddo) wrote in valarnet, @ 2013-01-18 14:21:00 |
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Current mood: | bouncy |
It's three days until I'm legally allowed to get out of here, and I actually don't feel like complete and total crap for once in a really, really long time. I'm alive thanks to the doctors and scientists who kept me that way and thanks to wherever the cure for this was developed from.
This is...kind of incredible really. As much as I wanted to die for a lot of it, I'm kinda glad I didn't after all. It was...Sick Thea's idea, and you know? I kinda don't like Sick Thea all that much. She got me to do a lot of really crazy, really stupid crap.
I'm not sure where I'm going when I'm out of here but...maybe that church I saw posted about, that non judgmental one, can help me. It's nice to think about the idea that there's something else out there, that this isn't it, and that somebody cares, you know?
I think I owe it to myself at least to check that out. Or feel like God wants me to, or something.
Either way, I'm better now, and happy, and everything's coming up Thea for once. Good.
Hope everybody else is getting better here too.