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Tweak says, "Kat, stop reading Tweak Says."

αℓєχ υ∂ιησν ஜ knows how to live with the pain (russiandoll) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2020-07-05 20:19:00

Entry tags:

!trigger warning, alexandra udinov, chase stein (talkback), echo, nebula

text post: alex jackson
My dreams have gotten a lot more...troubling. ~~to say the least~~ I'm not even sure how to start unpacking the things that have happened. ~~I was just a kid~~

[OOC: References to sexual assault likely in comments]

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	cybertronics 2020-07-06 11:17 am UTC (link)
	Unfortunately they can get worse before they get better. Are you doing okay? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2020-07-08 09:37 pm UTC (link)
	No, not really. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cybertronics 2020-07-09 12:44 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry that you're going through this. There's really no way to make it better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2020-07-11 03:57 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. There isn't, but it's not like I can stop sleeping so I guess all I can do is deal with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cybertronics 2020-07-14 07:59 pm UTC (link)
	I found that stopping sleeping doesn't help. You just get tired and grumpy and sleep deprived. The only comfort is that it passes, eventually. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2020-07-14 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	I guess that's a small comfort. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cybertronics 2020-07-15 12:18 pm UTC (link)
	There are some therapists around here, if you need them, that understand the dreams. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2020-07-15 05:31 pm UTC (link)
	That would require me telling some things I'm not sure I want to share though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cybertronics 2020-07-19 07:01 pm UTC (link)
	That's something I can absolutely understand. It's always an option, later, if you need it though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2020-07-19 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, we'll see. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cybertronics 2020-07-19 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	I think... I think in time, maybe, the dreams might show you that you're strong enough to handle it. At least that's my experience. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2020-07-20 12:04 am UTC (link)
	I don't know, some of the stuff has been pretty bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cybertronics 2020-07-20 12:16 pm UTC (link)
	Pretty bad. But you aren't running, or a crying wreck, or lashing out too badly. I think you can handle it. Even with how bad it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2020-07-20 04:16 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, maybe. I guess I'm doing alright so far. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cybertronics 2020-07-21 05:51 pm UTC (link)
	I understand we don't know each other well. But if you need an impartial ear at some point, I am a good listener. It's a recent development, but I've embraced it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2020-07-21 07:14 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks that’s nice of you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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