Over the last few days I've had this irrational anger towards my sister. I say it's irrational because she didn't do anything here other than decide to move back to England and I'm definitely not mad at her about that. It's what happened in the dreams, which isn't even her fault either. There was no way she could have known that the LEDA DNA came from Mrs. S's mother. I'm just upset that it means her, Mrs. S and Kira are actually related and I feel like I'm on the sidelines. I was so angry at them in the dreams that I even went so far as to try and find my birth family cause I felt like there was no longer any place for me with them.