I keep thinking there's something I'm forgetting. I don't know why I think that. I only know I can't keep my head on straight unless I'm directly attending to some kind of business.
Working with my plants helps. It's always good to feel as if I'm doing good for someone else.
Being with my children? That's what keeps me going.
I feel as if I should be doing more than I am for them. I'm hardly enough to be a father much less both father and mother to my two. It's hard. Harder than I ever thought it would be.
All I know is I'm doing the best I can. I can only pray it's enough.