If anyone was wondering why giving General Skywalker a padawan was a bad idea, I woke up holding Ahsoka's braid and the words 'I understand wanting to walk away from the Order' on my lips.
But this time, it wasn't me. I did not fail her, the Order did. The Order failed her as it did me, and Barriss, and all of the Lost Twenty. I should have left with her, it would have made our marriage so much easier on Padme if I had, and Obi-wan could have been made to understand.
It might be an understatement that my dream self can be very frustrating.