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Had more dreams last night and even got another item from them. We got attacked by a giant squid thing then goblins then a giant firey rock monster. Gandalf fell while we were running from it then we met even more elves and we all got some goodies from them. I don't know if she was the queen of the elves or what, but she gave us all cloaks, which is what I found on my bed this morning, and she gave me rope, which supposedly won't break. That would come in handy sometimes for sure. In the end, Frodo and I separated from the rest of the Fellowship to go to Mount Doom on our own.

The cloak is pretty cool. It's supposed to camouflage the wearer of it against threats. I'll have to see if it works here too sometime.

So, Stefan and I went to see Bon Jovi the other night. It's been our thing since high school and it never gets old. Although, I've been kind of bummed by the drama going on between Jon and Richie Sambora. Richie is so much better than that random dude they have in his place right now. Either way, the concert was awesome and I got to spend time with my bestie, which I don't get to do so much of now because he's all parenty now. :p

God. Home, bored, listening to Radio One, and turns out they're playing Innuendo Bingo. According to Evan Davies, it's now eight o'cock. Spat my bloody drink everywhere.

Isn't college when I'm supposed to be out partying and being a hellion?

Because I just finished a paper and then had a smoothie. Fucking hell, when did I get all boring and shit?

this song has been stuck in my head for three days

please send help

or tranquilizers

or both really

Hello everyone! I'm Momo and Hitsugaya-kun suggested this place to me. I guess I'm trying to make a much better connection with other people than I do at school? People don't remember me even when I've been there the whole time! I like Sanrio characters, making character bento, and I read a lot of books. It's nothing special! A lot of history and philosophy books, but I read a lot about fairy tales and myths too. I want to be a grade school teacher and I'll be going to school for that, right after I graduate.

Are there any other students from Huntington Beach High on the network? I'm in the senior class. I'm really pretty excited about going to college and teaching people. I think it will be pretty fun!

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Pirates! I dreamed about pirates!

Lately, I have been waking up from these recurring nightmares. I know they can't be true, but they've felt so real that I can't shake this lingering sense of dread afterwards.

And why is the house so damn cold? (Brienne, have you been playing with the thermostat?)

I think this place is beginning to mess with my head.

I need help.

Please.

Have you all had those dreams where your dream self does something incredibly stupid and you're annoyed at yourself for being so dumb?

I abandoned my friends. How could I do that?

I can see inside minds now. I can't read thoughts, but....it's hard to explain. It's like the mind is a house, and I'm sitting in one of the rooms. It depends on the person when it comes to exploring the rest of the house. If someone's got a bad lock on the door or doesn't know I'm there, then I can move freely through the house. Sometimes I can even move the furniture, or take a few things with me. Add my own little touches. And I think pretty soon I'll be able to do more. When I enter a person's mind, a person's house, it'll stop being theirs.

It'll be mine.

But I don't know if it's what I want, yet.