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Good morning. Have a Tuesday Dinosaur.

Because everyone needs a Dinosaur on Tuesday.

Definitely going to have to be a bar night. Ran out of drinks, don't feel like dealing with the store, so to the bars it is.

I always tend to forget how quickly time passes between Thanksgiving and Christmas. I'm running out of time to get all the holiday shopping done-- I suppose I had better work on that.

Although I do kind of hate shopping -- it's just too late to order things online and get them in time.

Parents do your children a favor and don't homeschool them! My mum, who I love very much, is worse than any school teacher. I sat through production meetings, wardrobe fittings and had a scene to shoot today. It is unreasonable to ask for a day off from schooling? It's not like I wouldn't eventually do the work.

I just realized that in a few hours, it will be 12/12/12 here in the states. My wife Caroline knew a lady who styled herself a "mystic", and she always claimed that the day would be auspicious. I couldn't help but wonder if she meant it would be auspicious for everyone, or just for us.

Is anyone planning anything for the day? Just curious. I know there's a fair share of people in this area who believe in mysticism and numerology, and all that.

Finals week. Might need a few days off.

Boyfriend went back to England and now dreams are...less romantic I should probably get used to treadmills. It would be a lot warmer, but they're too boring.

Frustration, thy name is Harper.

How is it that a five month break could make me this hopeless? I'm hitting one bullseye out of twenty right now. ONE.

I'm glad I got it fixed and I have no complaints about the procedure I had done, but sometimes it's like the skill is never coming back.

Life's great, life's worth living and all of that, I'm not saying it's not. And I'm kind of lucky to be here, I guess considering the stunt I pulled and everything but...I still want to be good again. I want the work to pay off NOW instead of having to force myself to this beginner level practice shit. I was this close to making Royal Bowmaster last spring and now I'm not even at the little kid pathetic levels.

My life is great, but GOD. this sucks. This really really FUCKING sucks.

I'm pissed at life for making this retraining necessary. I'm pissed at ME for letting myself have the limits. I've got no idea right now, you know?

So valarnet? Working out your frustrations ideas when you can't just shoot something?