I don't know why this is bothering me so much. It's not real. I wasn't really kidnapped and interrogated and tortured by nazis, and it's just a DREAM. Get it TOGETHER, Barnes, come ON. You can handle this. True or False: Mental health days are a valid reason for missing work? I mean
I can't really lay down or anything because when I do, I feel the straps digging into me, and the recliner was even worse, and I can't even turn off the light right now. obviously I'm going to lie about WHY I'm calling in since "I'm feeling kind of off" isn't a good excuse but I'd sort of like to feel less guilty about the whole calling in and lying to people, and making up a just medically acceptable enough illness to tell them that I definitely shouldn't be there. So, I mean, normal people do this, right, and not just on TV?
I also really don't want to look at stretchers or strap anybody to a board right now. It's not the same but it might as well be. It's just kind of...been a really busy last couple of days and I really need the break.
and a fifth of vodka, and maybe a couple everclears... That's acceptable, isn't it?
I feel worse about this than I probably should
Steve's probably handled a lot more than just this, but ...