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People have been having weird dreams a lot, I guess, and talking about weird dreams a lot, and all, and usually my dreams aren't very notable or I just don't really talk about them.

Except for the dreams after the tarot reading Loki did for me, those were like they were on speed, but still not very clear or sense-making.

This time, though, I think I get what you guys are talking about.

It was a very simple dream about a girl and her horse, except that girl was me and the horse had wings.

Which, whatever, but it was frighteningly real. Enough I could still feel feathers on my fingertips when I woke up. What is the internet slipping me?

To answer some of your questions: Yes, I've been grounded. No computer, no phone. He did, however, forget about my old iTouch. (Never throw anything away!)

I can't stand this. I'm not a child. I never got the chance to be a child. He can't protect me from everything.

Sometimes I really feel like he could drive me crazy.

My parents are coming to visit this weekend. I don't want them to. I don't want to see them. I don't want them to see me. I really just don't want to deal with this at all.

If everyone on the network is having crazy dreams except me, does that make me more crazy than everyone else or less? And to think, I was perfectly normal a year ago.

I enjoyed today way too goddamn much.

You know, I'm no aerospace engineer, but this SpaceX business makes me want to try my hand at a rocketship.