|Alyssa Hamilton is Heaven's soldier. (four_leaves) wrote in valarnet,|
@ 2013-12-11 17:45:00
|Entry tags:||alyssa hamilton, applejack, billy batson (captain marvel), brother athelstan, nick carlyle, velma kelly|
I hate feeling helpless or vulnerable. I hate feeling at all, really - crying is just bollocks. And I hate feeling like there's nothing I can do to make this situation better, because I didn't mean to upset him, I really didn't.
Mum thinks I should go to therapy. I don't eat when I'm upset, and I've lost a half-stone already.