Will Graham (purelyempathic) wrote in valarnet, @ 2013-10-14 20:33:00 |
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Entry tags: | lilo pelekai, will graham |
Locked from Giles Babcock & Kirsty Cotton Babcock
I find it somewhat intolerable to know that it's not considered socially acceptable to be straightforward about a lot of things. If we were, life would be infinitely better. Sure, it might cause hurt at the start, but then we'd know exactly how things were. We could move on quicker, heal quicker, be a bit more certain that we'd made the right choice.
I'm no one's knight in shining armor, but a lot of times I'd like to fix people and things solely to stop them from being a massive inconvenience to other people. Or me. I just know that this will end bad, and I just know there's nothing I can do about it except be Cassandra, telling it to myself over and over again as I stare at the ceiling, whispering it into the night.
I don't know what I expect to gain from this, really. Just ... letting it out, I suppose. If it stays in, it'll poison me.