|Zeus is not the god he used to be. (olympianlord) wrote in valarnet,|
@ 2013-05-20 17:27:00
|Entry tags:||anya corazon (spider-girl), frodo baggins, gwen stacy (ghost spider), percy weasley, tessa, zeus|
Seriously, this day has sucked. Not just like normal suckage, but incredibly bad suckage. Or it did. And then there was Tessa. I don't think I've ever believed, before meeting her, that one person could completely change your life, completely make it better forever. But she... she really does.
And I'm not talking about her being some miracle cure, not at all. I have acute anxiety disorder. There is no miracle cure to what ails me. It breaks me down, tears me apart, and renders me unable to think, breath, or function, sometimes to the point of blackouts. There has been no cure, yet, for my condition, though sometimes, others have made it to a more stable place.
Tessa is no cure, true. But she has made it a lot easier to face having a disorder that makes me fall apart when stress gets too much. She accept me, my problem, and encourages my efforts to become better, to seek help. She's there to hold me when I fail, and have a bad day, and she has been the absolute best part of my life since I met her.
This one thing I know, more than anything else; without her in my life, things would suck a lot worse, and today would have been unending suckage.
In other news, is anyone out there hiring for a moderately smart and hard worker in computer and electrical engineering, as well as programming, with three years experience holding together a company's aging network infrastructure? Inquiring minds want to know.