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Anthony J Crowley ([info]snakelikesmile) wrote in [info]utr_logs,
@ 2009-07-10 01:13:00

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Entry tags:adikia, anthony j crowley

Who: Crowley and Adikia
What: Letting off some steam- nonsexually, that is.
When/Where: After Kia's last post/the offices at the resort
Warnings: Mun-coordinated violence, their mouths... probably not more than that.

There was a reason, past the obvious sin, that Crowley usually stuck with other males. Discussions of 'feelings'- or lack thereof- never calculated into what were otherwise fun little games. It was understood, that a fuck was a fuck, and if emotions became involved, they were ignored until they faded away. All that seemed to go out the window, when tits were added into the equation.

Not that he didn't understand why she was upset, at least abstractly; the angel made him a bit of- alright, a rather complete ponce, when it came to things like this. He always had. He hadn't even been thinking of Kia when he agreed to wear the device. Come to think of it, that was probably the angel's intention all along. But it was done, and being a serpent of his word, Crowley was bound by the agreement, until Aziraphale decided to let him go.

He knew agreeing to meet Kia, with their tempers so high, was likely a bad idea. But once again, his mouth had acted before his brain could intercede, and so there he was, looking over the stacks of papers on the desk in front of him, waiting for Adikia to make her way back.



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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-10 05:37 am UTC (link)
If there was one thing Kia had never wanted to happen, it was this. She'd known for awhile that she'd had more than just "fuck" feelings for Crowley, but she had never wanted, nor intended to tell him or even hint that they were there. After all, she had always known that Crowley and Zira were a set thing, she just chosen to ignore it.

But the moment he'd told her what had happened, it was like the dam broke and it all came spilling out. There was no going back now.

She appeared in front of him with her arms crossed defiantly over her chest and a look of expectation on her face.

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-10 05:42 am UTC (link)
"I still don't know what you were expecting me to say, goddess." He didn't look up to her- not intentionally disrespecting her, but he wasn't sure he'd like the look on her face. He didn't need to get any more confused. Focus on the words- he was good at that.

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-10 05:47 am UTC (link)
"That's funny. I don't remember you ever being a fucking moron before. What? The minute you can't get your dick sucked your brain stops working?"

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-10 06:13 am UTC (link)
He did finally look over his shades at her, for that, the glare obvious in the set of his face. "You're the one acting wounded here. I told you, it's just a game. Nothing has to change. If anyone's mourning my cock, it seems to be you."

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-10 06:28 am UTC (link)
"Oh, fuck you, asshole. If it was just about cock, believe me. I can one just as good if not better then yours. And certainly one without all the fucking baggage. It stopped being just your cock that drew me a long time ago and you know that. Your Angel sure as SHIT knows that. And that's why he put that trap on you." See it wasn't about the sex. Kia could find sex in Antarctica if she wanted to. It was all about the symbolism. At least in her head it was. That chastity device meant Crowley belonged to Zira and only Zira. And fuck everyone else that cared for him.

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-10 06:01 pm UTC (link)
"You honestly think I'm going to let myself be locked up permanently? Fuck that, goddess. He's in a mood. They pass, in a few weeks' time. Far less time than I would have to deal with, if I fought him on such things." A few weeks was barely enough time to be worth mentioning, to the demon. He'd planned to just... avoid her until the idea had passed. He should have known, fate just hated him that much.

He didn't comment, about her feelings. He didn't think either of them wanted to talk about that.

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-10 06:47 pm UTC (link)
"Oh, is that how long your 'awhile' meant? Gee, thanks for the clarification. How the fuck should I know what you are going to do? You haven't been the same for weeks now. Last I checked, you wouldn't have let him put that shit on you AT ALL. And I guarantee you that if he can keep it on you forever, he will."

No, a few weeks wasn't a lot of time for either of them, but Kia was an instant gratification whore. She loved things right then, right there. Waiting even a few weeks for her often felt like forever.

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-11 02:27 am UTC (link)
Crowley's face hardened even further, at her talking about his not being the same. "Things have changed, in just those few weeks, darling. And I'm not going to apologize for it. It's not my fucking fault. But he won't be keeping this on me, forever. He'll bore of it, as I bored of his. Honestly," He scoffed off the rest, moving to sit behind the desk- mainly to prevent himself from walking out.

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-11 05:07 am UTC (link)
"I'm not asking you to apologize for that. But how the hell am I supposed to know what you are going to do when you aren't acting like normal? Was I just supposed to guess that you were going to all of the sudden be ok with submitting to the Angel and being monogamous at his request?"

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-13 12:50 am UTC (link)
He pursed his lips, leaning back in his chair as he considered her. "You knew I lost my daughter, the rest of my family. You knew as much as you need to, about the trials of my time in Hell. I would have thought the dots were relatively easy to connect, yes."

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-13 12:56 am UTC (link)
She simply just blinked at him.

"You are saying that because you lost your daughter and had a really fucking bad ass time in hell, I should have known that you would decide that your stance on monogamy was wrong and that you were going to want to change it?" Kia rubbed her forehead for a moment. "Jesus, Crowley. I'm a crazy ass bitch and even that makes no fucking sense to me."

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-13 01:01 am UTC (link)
"You assume I'm alright with this. You really think I wanted to give up fucking others, let alone you? No. But if I had refused, he would sulk. Leave, for a time. And I really wasn't in the mood to feel quite so alone," Because he could only imagine the reaction he would have gotten from her, if he had went to her, if Zira left him.

Crowley wouldn't even bother to ask her to look at it from Aziraphale's point of view. He imagined that would fall on deaf ears.

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-13 01:55 am UTC (link)
"Well, you seemed just fine with it when you told me about it yesterday." He shocked her a bit with his words. "Who said you had to be alone?"

And no, she wanted nothing to do with Zira's point of view.

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-13 04:35 am UTC (link)
Crowley cocked his head to the side, a very 'come off it' look. "I don't cry on people's shoulders, dear," Especially not hers. "And I'm hardly pleasant company, times like that." He wasn't looking to be mocked, for missing a fuck. Ironic though that was.

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-13 04:46 am UTC (link)
"So, you didn't want to be alone but you don't want to cry on people's shoulders. I thought guys were supposed to be the easy sex to understand. And you told me the same fucking thing before you let me come up and wash you down? Remember? I didn't seem to have a problem with it then, did I? Why would you think I'd have a problem with it now?"

She wasn't quite sure where the conversation had veered off too, but it was confusing as shit.

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-13 05:31 am UTC (link)
It took him a second, to try and decide ow to answer her. He knew it was confusing, knew he didn't make a lot of sense from an outside perspective. And that, more than likely, was the problem.

"Because a bit of dirt and a few flesh wounds is nothing compared to having a piece of your soul carted off." He willed up a cigarette, finding himself starting to get agitated for some reason. "You really don't understand what you're trying to do here, sexy. I told you- this isn't permanent. If you wait your turn- and the Angel agrees- I'll fuck you six ways to Hell, once he calms down. But your being pissy at me is not going to change things now. We're wasting energy." He lit the fag and took a puff, sighing out the smoke to calm himself.

"I don't see what you're having such a hard time letting go. Or how I can make this more plain,"

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-13 06:06 am UTC (link)
"How many times do I...You know what? Never mind. You're right. How could I have been so stupid. You are just a fuck and god knows, I have enough of those to tide me over until your woman decides to let you fuck me again. I don't even know what I was getting so upset about. It's not like we had anything but sex between us in the first place. Right? God forbid there be anything else but that."

The sarcasm in her voice was pretty prevalent as she spoke. She didn't even try to hide the fact that she was incredibly hurt about this whole thing. Her hand waved and the box with all her crap in it appeared at her side.

"You know, Crowley, I never asked you for anything. Nothing. I never asked for promises, I never asked for you to give me something that I knew you couldn't give me. Not a goddamn thing."

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-13 06:10 am UTC (link)
Crowley sighed out another breath of smoke, watching her with a guarded expression. He could see the pain there, he knew what it meant. He even almost took the bait.

"And the one thing you should know about me, dear girl, is I give people exactly what they ask for."

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-13 06:25 am UTC (link)
She sucked in a breath as his words registered. Kia was pretty sure he was now just making fun of her.

"Oh yeah? So if I'd asked for your heart, and asked for declarations of love, you'd have given them to me? Or would I be getting the same sarcastic, asshole shit, I've been getting all goddamn night?"

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-13 06:42 am UTC (link)
"Is that what you wanted me to come here to say?" He hadn't ignored the fact that she still hadn't explained why she wanted to talk in person- it was just lost under everything else.

"You've known from the start neither of those things were yours to have," Blunt, but concise.

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-13 06:53 am UTC (link)
"No, Crowley. If you'd read what I'd written on the board, you'd know what I wanted you here to say. Guess it's hard to read when you have your head up your ass."

She cocked an eyebrow up at him.

"Which...is why I didn't ask for them. Nor, would I ever. I didn't want that. He was more than welcome to have them and keep them. All I ever asked for was your cock and the smidgen of intimacy we did share. So tell me, Crowley, how should it make me feel that the one thing I did ask for and that you would LET me have is thrown away at the request of someone that is clearly threatened by me? How would that make YOU feel?"

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-13 07:07 am UTC (link)
He took a deep drag off his cigarette, leaning back in his chair, trying to force himself calm. It wasn't working.

"Save the sanctimony for someone who can't keep up, goddess," Not that he was having an easy time, but Someone help him he was trying. "First this was about me being in chastity, and not having a playdate. Then you insist I come here to speak with you, because obviously something more than my cock had been getting into you, while we were together. And now you just want me for my cock again.

"You have no clearer idea what you want of me than I do, and I left the miracle business a long fucking time ago. But regardless what it is you decide to ask of me next, I'm neither able nor particularly willing to give it at this point." He rubbed a knuckle into his forehead, looking down at his desk for a second.

"I was just following your rule, goddess. Just a fuck- as long as we interested each other. But this is quickly boring me."

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-13 07:25 am UTC (link)
He didn't get it and she suddenly had no more energy to try and explain it. She rubbed her head that was suddenly aching.

"Whatever. I suddenly don't even fucking care anymore. Go back to your Angel, Crowley. And I'll go back to fucking every living thing with a cock. After all, it's what we are best at. Right?"

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-13 07:30 am UTC (link)
"It certainly seems that way," Crowley took another puff, seeming to deflate, somehow. He felt it too, the sudden wariness, but he didn't worry about it. At least he'd tried, right?

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-13 07:38 am UTC (link)
She sighed and looked down at him.

"Well, it was hella fun while it lasted, anyway. Have fun with Donna. She'll probably get a lot more of a kick out of this then we will." Kia shrugged and picked up her shit, giving him a small smile tinged with sadness.

"Sorry, I'm a bitch."

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[info]snakelikesmile
2009-07-13 07:43 am UTC (link)
He nodded, unable to force a matching smile on his face. Nothing sprang to mind for him to say, so he just sighed, turning his attention back to his paperwork. If he was already there, he might as well work to get the resort's affairs in order.

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[info]colormewrong
2009-07-13 07:44 am UTC (link)
Kia just closed her eyes and disappeared.

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