Nymphadora Tonks (tonksed) wrote in uprisingrpg, @ 2011-02-10 17:18:00 |
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Entry tags: | nymphadora tonks, remus lupin |
Who: Tonks & Remus
What: Nymphadora Tonks is NOT AMUSED.
Where: Remus' hideout.
When: Thursday afternoon.
Warnings: Yelling. Screaming. Shouting. Possibly Remus' untimely and painful demise.
Status: In progress.
Nymphadora Adhara Tonks was, to put it simply, furious. Of course, to put it less simply, she was also upset, angry, frightened, terrified, hurt... well, you get the idea. All it had taken was one look at her journal earlier today and everything had exploded. All her extrematies had gone cold, even as heat filled her veins. There was only a distant roaring sound in her ears, and other than that, silence. And then the thoughts had finally broken through the stunned shock. How could he do that? How could he be so stupid? What the fuck was he thinking? And what the bloody hell was she going to do? The hardest part was the realization that for now, all she could do was nothing.
Because it was the middle of her work day. So for four more hours, Tonks had to sit and pretend she wasn't experiencing the entire spectrum of emotions all at once. She had to pretend that she wasn't worried as she watched everyone in her office see what she had seen, had to pretend not to care when she heard them all talking about how they'd be the ones to find him and get on the Minister's good side. She had to pretend not to be terrified later that day, when she managed to get near the Minister's office in bug form and spotted none other than his favorite Death Eater Bounty Hunter striding into his office. She had to try and focus on her job and not think about all the trouble this could cause, all the people that might die, all the ways in which this could seriously fuck things up. Or how scared she was of losing the man she loved.
And by the end of her shift, Tonks was fuming. Holding all her emotions in all day had only made them worse, made them seethe inside her until she felt like she was going to explode the moment she could... which apparently was the moment she stepped through the floo into Alphard's old place- the place she'd given Remus to stay in, when she'd bloody well risked her own life to keep him safe only to have him to around and pull this fucking bollocks. Her hair was a bright, flaming red and her hands were clenched into fists at her side as she stepped into the living room and screamed, "REMUS JOHN LUPIN YOU ARE A BLOODY FUCKING IDIOT!"