He found that it was always comforting being around Colin in his great moments of distress. It was nice to have his brother always there and available, to keep him from sinking too far back into feelings of depression. Colin kept him from that and he wanted to keep Colin from that as best he could. He wanted to be there for Colin like Colin had always been there for him.
"No, I don't think your heart ever chooses wrong. I think our heads convince us that they are doing the will of our hearts, but it is sometimes not the case. I think our hearts are always right in their desires," he spoke quietly, as he snuggled closer to Colin.
"It's alright to be scared. I'd be scared," he admitted, lifting his head to look up at Colin. "I think though...at the very least...your going to hurt for a little while, but then you are going to have someone who loves you the way you should be loved. I think that is a great thing to look forward to, is it not?"