It had to be okay. Colin had to be okay. Colin had to live. There was supposed to be more, so much more. And it just...it wasn't right, it wasn't right that it was, that it might, that it could, that there was a chance he wasn't going to get it, with Colin. Like weird old people sex. That was just one of the things that was supposed to-
His hands began to relax as soon as Colin spoke those words. And his body backed off from how it was threatening to shake. Zach slid his hands around to Colin's back and held him close. "Oh good oh good oh good," Zach whispered, and he kissed Colin lightly.