I know there are more of you out there. I can feel you I suppose, though I don't think I've meet any of you in person. It isn't common that I ask for advice, least of all from my own kind, but this is rather important.
How do you cope?
Are there really people here who nobody notices if they go missing? Do you somehow manage to feed but not kill? Are there alternatives that I don't know about?
I've tried feeding from livestock, other animals, but it's just not the same. Takes the edge off, but little else, and staying on the wagon is becoming increasingly difficult.