|Thomas, Son of Arthur (camelotson) wrote in undertherainbow,|
@ 2011-10-17 19:15:00
|Entry tags:||gaius du lac, thomas pendragon|
I had no idea. I mean, I know it's the least important bit, but I swear, I had no idea.
I don't know what to say. I don't um, quite feel that way. About any guy, I mean. I've never much thought about it, and I know this is coming out all jumbled, but you're my best friend. I won't ever let anything change that, as long as you can hate me for not being quite there with you on this.
I don't think I'm gay. It wouldn't be fair to say I think I am when I don't, but at the same time I couldn't stand to lose you either, which is complicated and confusing too.
All I mean is you're my best friend, and nothing could ever change that. I couldn't stand it.