Yes. Unlike the rest of her Warlord Princes, she wasn't just my Queen but also my heart. So it's tormenting to be away from her and not knowing what is going on since we were at war.
I see. That is quite an involved history. Though I do admit that, for me and my family, three thousand years is just a drop in the bucket... But I do understand how someone would want to return to the Darkness after so long.