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Tweak says, "I did not INHALE."

Sister James (lessclosetogod) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2009-07-03 04:17:00

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kakia, sister james

[Blocked from Silas]

I have sinned against God and asked forgiveness but .. there are some parts that are still troubling me.

If you accidentally did something wrong, with someone else.. how do you look at them again? Look them in the eye, that is. I do not wish he leave me all alone, but it was so wrong what we did.

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Sister

whats_your_vice
2009-07-03 08:49 pm UTC (link)

Ahh. Self-flagellation.

There are those for whom... for various reasons, the pain is part of the pleasure. Those that need the pain. He may be one of those. But what he does, he chooses to do on his own, of his own free will. You can not take responsibility for the actions of another, or you're denying him that free will.

Perhaps he does avoid, but to assume he will before the fact is like crying over spilt milk while it's still in the cow. What he does he does because of himself, not because of you.

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	Kakia lessclosetogod 2009-07-03 08:59 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, that. Really? You think he might get pleasure from hurting himself? Hm. Well come to think of it.. he did seem a little.. maybe you're right. I know it's not my place, I suppose I just feel bad. I'm not even sure what I should do anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sister whats_your_vice 2009-07-03 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	I've always felt guilt over another's actions seems very prideful. What is it you want to do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kakia lessclosetogod 2009-07-03 09:19 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not sure, I'd just like to go back to how things were before, that's all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sister whats_your_vice 2009-07-03 09:35 pm UTC (link)
	Then perhaps that's the best thing, to go back to that. If it's what you both want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kakia lessclosetogod 2009-07-03 09:42 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you for the advice. I guess I'll.. try and talk to him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sister whats_your_vice 2009-07-03 09:49 pm UTC (link)
	Of course. This place can make complicated decision that much more confusing at times. If you need a friend to talk to, you know where to find me. I wish you luck with everything, Sister. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kakia lessclosetogod 2009-07-03 09:50 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you so very much, Kakia. You've been a tremendous help. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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