So I'm not really sure why I'm still so at this time of night, I usually get cranky if I don't get my 8 hours. But I'm wide awake, and know that I won't be getting to sleep anytime soon. Worse than that I'm nervous for no reason.
I guess maybe it's finally sinking in that this isn't another tour and I won't be packing up and moving on or going home anytime soon, or, like, ever.