Accidentally In Love

drags hands down face uggggggggggghhhhh this is the continual "I'm super behind on homework" rant where I do nothing to fix it

okay no that's sorta a lie, I'm trying to write currently but it's so fucking slow going and I have class in an hour and it's not even the homework for that class so life is just really hard, okay

could it be made easier by me not playing enstars 24/7? uhhhhh no then my depression might catch up with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Warning: spoilers for the ALKALOID & Crazy:B collab event in jp!!!

the tl;dr without spoilers is that I'm having a great time and I can't wait for the rest~~~~ Answer★ has got me BAD

( spoilers and rambling thoughts under here!!!! )

Coming soon: finally playing d&d 3.5 again!!!!! 5th edition is great and all, but I was introduced through 3.5 and it'll always have a special place in my heart. Pat is gonna be DMing and it kiiiinda sounds like we're starting in Traverse Town XD

We haven't started playing yet; we're still in the character creation stage. Elio came over this evening for basically session 0, in which I realized that I uhhhhhh don't remember as much of 3.5 as I thought. Probably because I haven't played it since 2014? 2015???? It's been awhile, okay, life is hard. I'm playing a sorcerer, surprise surprise, and Liz couldn't decide between two different character ideas so they're playing two characters, because they're crazy (and I love them for it).

Also, we learned something very important: Genevieve is a dice gremlin XD She went RIGHT for the die once it was in front of her.


You'd never guess how difficult she can be from her cute face *w*

( click for more kitty pics )

And today it's because I have a lot of blorbo feels and ended up benefiting from Liz getting lost on pixiv, because I've changed up my desktop wallpaper on my laptop...something I don't do super often anymore because???? I dunno I'm too lazy to make anything fancy, I guess.


art by Fyera~~~
Someday, I'll actually sit down and make my computer look cool again...how the fuck did I have the energy to mess around with rainmeter all the time as a teenager??????? I was constantly doing cool shit with my laptop in high school :T I also changed my LJ & GJ layouts all the time and now...it's a good year if I've managed to change my tumblr layout even once XD

My life is hard, okay.


Also, appreciate that my last.fm for the past week is just......almost entirely enstars BUT ALSO my favorite 65daysofstatic album because I was listening to the vinyl over and over the other night XD My music taste is top tier ;D
ps: yes I'm aware that the only two icons on my desktop are the recycle bin and jp enstars...I have a second account running in bluestacks because I have a touch screen laptop and severe ADHD

featuring her accidentally attempting to destroy my iTunes library
Anyway. I dropped one of my classes, because it fucking sucks and I don't technically need it. I just could not take going to screenwriting class anymore :T I also worked out the shit I need to do for my capstone portfolio, so I'm gonna spend this weekend putting together the first draft of it for my professor to look over. Other than that, I still need to finish a short story for workshop next week, and maybe not just reskin a fanfic again XD

Uhhhhhhh very unashamed to say that I stayed up until 2 am last night - despite having an early morning psych appointment today! - so I could see the preview of the upcoming ALKALOID x Crazy:B event, because Liz & I have lost control of our lives re: everything to do with enstars. I don't fuckin know. It's taken over XD

When I'm not just like, nonstop playing the stupid fucking merge game that's currently happening in engstars, I've been reading basically every story I've managed to unlock in English and select ones in Japanese, since that takes me...way longer........ I'm upset at how well it's written. Like, real talk, I barely read anything in Love Live; most of my knowledge of characters is gleaned from aesthetics and my wife filling me in. But that's mainly because it wasn't nearly as engaging as enstars is. I don't have enough smart words to explain all of what's drawn me in (and I think I'm maybe rambling in this entry to procrastinate homework lmao), but just know that I'm having a really good time.

Oh!! I also found a new last.fm widget to put in my profile, finally replacing my old one that broke like, a decade or so ago... So that's nice~