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Tweak says, "It's a samsquanch!"

Amandine Devereux (bourgeois_girl) wrote in toujoursliberer,
@ 2008-06-12 19:14:00

Entry tags:

amandine_devereux, character development, lysander_mountford-miles

I will try to fix you
Subject: Attempting to fix him
Who: Amandine Devereux
Where: The library
Warnings: NC-17 for shagging against bookcases
Open to: Lysander M&M

Amandine was nervous as she carried the tray up the winding staircase and to the library. Her skills as a waitress certainly paid off in this time, putting them to good use as she navigated her way in, using her elbows for hands and turning the doorknob. She hoped Lysander was there; ever since their kiss at the funeral she had behaved badly towards both him and her husband and she hated herself for it. Lysander deserved every kindndess, and her husband did not need her to inflict her own pain towards him.

Putting on a cheery smile Amandine went over to Lysander, plate full of food for him to enjoy. She was worried about him greatly - he had not been eating, apparently, and she feared it was because of her. Perhaps she could just encourage him to eat, stop his worries over her.... all this reminded her of when she used to take care of him in France. He looked as lost then as he did now.

"Afternoon!" she said brightly, covering her sadness.

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lysandermm
2008-06-12 06:35 pm UTC (link)

Lysander still brooded in one of his only two sanctuaries, and atleast in the library Edith wouldn't try to disturb him like if he was in his bedroom. Every night, he found himself unable to sleep and would have to drink until he passed out. And, of course, he had not been in the mood to eat. This all couldn't just be over the red head who now lived in the house - could it? That was what disturbed him so much. He had never allowed a woman to get to him like this and until he figured out how to get over it, he wasn't leaving.

After his heart to heart with Eward, he had decided it would be best to talk to Amandine about what was going on. However, thinking and doing were two very different things and it was just easier to drink himself stupid every day than to put her and hisself through that awkward situation. And just as he suspected, she had stayed away... until now.

Lysander was leaning up against the fireplace, staring into the flames as he usually did when depressed or severely thinking. He had heard the door creak open but thought nothing of it. But then he heard her voice. Did she actually sound - perky? Lysander peeked over his shoulder and caught a glimpse of her and he nearly groaned out loud. That was enough acknowledgement that she was there, he thought, and he turned back to his drink, downing more than he was trying to allow himself to drink.

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bourgeois_girl
2008-06-12 07:01 pm UTC (link)

She noticed his feeble look to acknowledge her and emitted a soft sigh as she placed the tray of goods down on the table beside him. He seemed so lost and forlorn by the fireside that she simply wanted to hold him in comfort. "I have brought you something. I hope it is nice - you used to like it in Paris and I thought that perhaps it would bring back fond memories. I asked the cook to do it especially how I made it!... well, I helped him a little - a lot, actually, I practically took over. I dare say he will spit in my next meal."

She chuckled lightly, hoping to make the atmosphere a little brighter between them as she set about pouring tea.

	bourgeois_girl 2008-06-12 10:40 pm UTC (link)
	Tears began to form in Amandine's eyes and she desperately tried to blink them away. He was so strong in his emotions, stronger than Olivier and it pained her. As she wrung her hands out infront of her she glanced at the floor, unable to stem the drops of tears any longer. "I - Lysander that kiss was everything," she said, barely a whisper. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lysandermm 2008-06-12 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	Not wasting any time, Lysander kissed her, pulling her body against his and lifting her off of her feet in the process. He pressed her against the wall which incidentally was full of book shelves and he kissed her deeper. "Oh, Amandine, please tell me that you want this.. that you aren't giving in just to hear me shut up about it." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lysandermm 2008-06-13 12:36 am UTC (link)
	Looking up at her, Lysander smirked and kissed her, his body pressing against hers and he slid slowly into her, groaning against her mouth at the wonderful tightness. In his head, he laughed at how small Oliver must be and kept pressing on. Taking her hands in his, he locked them against the shelf and thrust slowly in and out of her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)