Below are the most recent 7 friends' journal entries.

Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009
pansexual	7:14p	I really want to do a game on the Dark Heaven's Trilogy by Kylie Chan Anyone know of them and would be interested? (Comment on this)
pansexual	10:49a	1. My username is ______ because ______: My username is pansexual because I was looking for a journal name to replace mjslsbs and this one was offered to me from someone at tradingspaces and cause I have a dirty mind... I fell in love with it 2. My name is _____ because ______: Immortal Aussie because that is currently my online handle. I'm Australian and I thought it sounded cool when I was half asleep and stuck for idea.s 3. My journal is titled ____ because ____: The Den of Immortal Aussie- because a Den is a place where people live and this is where I 'live' on IJ 4. My default userpic is ____ because ____: Red/Orange ocean with 'I threw Bitter Tearts at the Ocean but all that came back were the tides' well along with most of my icons it was made by a friend, the quote sounds awesome too. (Comment on this)
Monday, November 30th, 2009
tigresslilly	12:40p	On Family and Other Sour Spots I hate family holidays. It's not as bad as it used to be. There isn't a mind numbing soul obliterating anxiety about them anymore as there used to be. There's just a dull ache of worry and some slight stomach tremors. Really the worst bit was that I thought I'd probably never have to go to a shin dig like this again. I would go one day, I just would never have to. I didn't want to talk about where I'd been what I'd been doing and how I was. I'm better but not so well that I can always talk about Zac or Wyoming or what was a fairy tale life that while childish and unsustainable was also beautiful. I just can't talk about it especially with people who don't get it and no one in my family gets it. Instead I gave short answers and listened to long unending diatribes of how awesome everyone else is. I was glad they were well but I could have done without the jabs at where they were compared to me. I sincerely hope I never did that to them or anyone else, though my successes are so few and far between, I'm sure I've had little opportunity to knock some else further down that way. In particular my cousin, who works at Fenway went on and on about how boring but glamorous her job was, how much she hated living at home (though she does nothing there but sleep and hang out), and how wonderful her parties and nights out were. I wanted her to be successful. I was prepared to hear about her success and joy so it didn't even sting that much when she kept slighting me and where I was or discarding some of the work I have to do like chores and house upkeep and whatnot. What did sting was to find out later that her job at Fenway pays $9/hr she works no more than 30hrs a week and she doesn't get benefits. She'd sat there and scorned my retail work as less and demeaning when we make the same hourly rate, I work full time and my job gives me benefits. I don't have an hours commute by public transportation to pay for or anything. In other more pleasant news my bro got a letter from Mass Maritime and we think it might be his acceptance *hopefully*. I've got to wait for him to come home and open it but I'm super hopeful for him. It's very exciting. Also, they've finally corrected the comp and literacy portions of the mtels, I should finally have results and hopefully a license on the 9th. Maybe I've be able to pick up some second term work or start vigorously looking for the fall. I'm apprehensive and excited. I don't know what I'll do if this doesn't work and my parents feel strongly I'll need several other back up plans that I'm not sure how to approach but I'll have to figure something out soon I guess. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 24th, 2009
ajatshatru	8:05a	I'm currently mostly mindless ... ... so I am existing mostly on facebook. These days most people have facebooks, and so - having seen this on a friend's wall there, 'm posting it here as well ... 'On Friday, Facebook will start using your photos in ads that will appear on the profile page of your contacts. It's legal and is mentioned in the fine print when you create your account. If you want to prevent this from happening, do the following: Settings, Privacy Settings, News Feed and Wall. Then...Facebook Ads, choose "No one" and save changes.' ... (Comment on this)
Friday, November 20th, 2009
pansexual	10:35p	I. Love. Gossip. Girl. ...and want to roleplay it like badly. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 19th, 2009
ajatshatru	2:23p	'I'm so depressed' ... ... The bad part of being depressed - for me, that is - is that when those words - 'I'm so depressed !' - are in my mind, I actually hear them in my head as they are said by Marvin - voiced by Alan Rickman --- which makes me burst out into giggles. There is something hugely wrong with this scenario ... ... Current Mood: I'm so depressed (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 18th, 2009
noscrubs12345	5:17p	[fic] our love like a candle flickering in the dark Title: our love like a candle flickering in the dark Author: noscrubs12345 Rating: PG-13 Word Count: 7621 Warnings: mild language, character death Summary: It’s funny how Fate can be so cruel. It can bring lovers together just to rip them apart. It can offer hope for a future just to steal it all away before the happily ever after. It’s brutal, but that’s life. And that’s something Sirius Black knows all too well. A non-magic AU. Prompt: Red—Poem (“If You Forget Me” by Pablo Neruda) (Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Team AU) Disclaimer:This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended. Notes: Written for the 2009 rs_games. ( We loved with a ferocity it seemed the world had never known before. We fell head over heels and we fell hard. But at the end of every fall waits the cold, hard ground. ) Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Time After Time--John Barrowman (Comment on this)