Who: Davia and Shizuka
When: Tuesday Morning
Where: Davia's office
What: We all go a little crazy sometimes. Especially those of us with hereditary mood disorders.
Davia had been fighting it ever since the weekend started. Honestly, she had been fighting it ever since her meeting with Sydni last week. But in spite of all the efforts she took personally, and in spite of having Maggie around again who was normally such an easy fix to her impending downward spirals, the hereditary disease that her mother had passed down to her and vampirism had not cured was winning. And she found herself quite lethargic by the time Tuesday morning had come around, but that didn't change her obligations.
Music wafted from her office into the hall as usual, but the music wasn't the same cheerful tunes that she normally played. Instead, she was listening to Sarah Brightman and Antonio Bandera's version of
Phantom of the Opera. And though she was trying to focus, trying to get some sort of inspiration from it, there were no images dancing behind her closed eyes. So instead of sitting at her desk simply listening, she moved to her feet, and found herself singing along by the time the actual lyrics had started.
In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came
That voice which calls to me
And speaks my name
And do I dream again?
For now I find
The phantom of the opera is there,
Inside my mindThis was perhaps not the best song for her to listen to considering that this song always made her think of her father, sire, her sire, David. She refused to think of him as her father any longer. And she chastised herself for even thinking of him as such throughout his verse.
Those who have seen your face
Draw back in fear
I am the mask you wear
Your spirit and my voice
In one combined
The phantom of the opera is there
inside my mindBut that didn't matter. The more the song progressed, the more her thoughts turned towards him, which was so often the case. Normally it was thoughts of him that triggered these episodes, though this one had come from something else entirely.
And in this labyrinth
Where night is blind
The Phantom of the opera is there
Inside my mindBy the time it reached the end, every note being one that Davia could and did hit, she was nearly outraged, wishing that there was some way, some merciful way, that she could simply erase that man from her mind. And as the last note hit it's final crescendo, she grabbed the nearest thing to her, some useless paper weight that was there only for decoration, and hurled it across the room. And then she was in tears, having forgotten completely that her appointment was to arrive at any moment now.