Anairë | The Silmarillion (![]() ![]() @ 2013-04-25 13:51:00 |
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Entry tags: | anairë, fingolfin, yt: 1260 |
The wedding was over.
Anairë had been vaguely aware of the festival atmosphere that had absorbed the city for nearly two weeks, although she had spent a good deal of that time in bed, catching up on the weeks of sleep that she had missed making the dresses. She had been awake enough, though, to have heard many comments about how lovely the princess looked, and how beautiful her dress had been. That was enough to warm her heart, and give her hope that this wedding could be the life-changing experience she had hoped it to be.
Of course, there had not been any new orders yet. But it was soon, of course. But a month! Perhaps other weddings would not be planned until the excitement from Findis' wedding was over. Perhaps other couples wished theirs to be separate enough from the princess's that they would not marry right away. But they would come - they had to, yes? After all, who would not want their dress from the seamstress who had spent so much time making the perfect gowns for the Princess's spectacular wedding?
Still, as the days passed and she found herself with little work to do other than the typical mending jobs that she did for those in the neighborhood, she couldn't help but worry a little. She still, of course, had the payment from the wedding, and was putting it to good use making a few repairs around the house and replacing all the supplies she had depleted with the wedding dresses. The rest would be saved, but it would not last forever. And it would not change their lives as she had hoped. And if more orders did not come...
Well.
She must not give up hope, not yet. She had done everything she could, put her heart into Findis' dresses. And surely the Valar would not allow all her work to be in Vain. Surely they would allow her to change her life, as she had dreamed when she had been chosen by Findis so many months ago.
She put the mending down for a moment, taking a deep breath of fresh air as it blew gently through the open window before her. Laurelin was twinkling, and the golden light fell on her table, her hands, and her hair. She needed to get out of the house, to stop worrying about things that she could not change. It would be, or it would not be, and fretting over it would not change her fate.
She rose, brushing her hair so that it fell in thick waves down her back, and holding it back with an embroidered cloth headband. Now that she was not so tired as she had been, she was putting a great deal of time into her own appearance once again, not for anyone (as there was, in fact, nobody to impress), but simply because she liked to look pretty. For herself. It made the world seem a better place when she took the time to feel good about herself.
Then she set forth from her house, with a few coins in her pocket, headed towards the market. She could not overspend, but she could pick up some vegetables, and maybe look at the combs for her hair. She had her eye on one of the Fëanorian made ones, although it was so far out of her price range that simply looking for too long felt that it would bankrupt her. Still, she could look at it, and dream. It was surprising how much dreams could get you through!
She purchased some vegetables, and some mangoes (her personal favorite), some more thread and a few needles before making her way to the more expensive part of the market. This was where the crafts of the Ñoldor could truly be seen. Art, musical instruments, jewelry, works of smithcraft, woodwork and design that none but the Valar themselves could surpass. It made her proud of her heritage, all these beautiful things, even if she could not afford them.
She stopped at the table that sold hair accessories, fingering her favorite for a moment (although she could not possibly afford it) before turning to one of the less expensive ones and handing it to the vendor, digging into her purse for a piece of gold with which to pay for it. It was not as pretty as the one she liked best, but perhaps it belonged in a princess's hair, not hers.