So I realised yesterday, that I was angry. Upset with barbecues and parades, upset with
remembrance because all it seemed to do, was make it glaringly obvious how much people have forgotten. I don't even mean the fields of bloated unburied dead or the millions that suffered on
either side, of any war.
(
When you are standing at your hero's grave,
Or near some homeless village where he died,
Remember, through your heart's rekindling pride,
The German soldiers who were loyal and brave.)
I mean the homeless veterans on the streets
now. The men who fought and didn't die, those who returned damaged, either physically or mentally, those who
are forgotten every day, who don't march in polished parades, but those who sit alone. Who die alone. Who don't remember what they fought for because they gave themselves up for a country that no longer saw them fit to reap the benefits.
I spent my day with Septimus, doing out best to hand out lunches to those veterans who need to
know that they haven't been forgotten. I wanted to tell them that I was sorry.
I think I've always been a rather introspective person, honestly, and it might be Scudder's influence, but lately I've be valuing action over reflection -- I have the ability to do, and therefore I must.