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( you yourself are nothing so divine ) matthias. ([info]infavour) wrote in [info]thebreed,
@ 2008-06-22 02:36:00

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you've given in to all these reckless dark desires;
It probably came as no surprise that the various therianthropes were drawn to the woods or the mountains that surrounded Denver in fits and bursts. There was nothing particularly ‘wrong’ with the numerous parks that were scattered throughout the city, but there were only so many times they could be visited before it all seemed a little too artificial, boxed in and restricting. It was better out here in the wilderness for so many reasons, not least of all because no one group had ever been able to lay claim to the woods or mountains, respectively. They were too large, too sought after, and had they been claimed by different factions, fighting would have broken out.

Not that Matthias would have cared. He liked fighting, along with one or two choice others in the Tolstov Clan, and he had no doubt that they would have joined right in if arguments over the land had turned violent. Oh well. Opportunity missed.

For a therianthrope, at least one like Matthias who had spent the first dozen-or-so years of his life waiting for his first change, being in animal form was like a breath of fresh air, a liberating sense of freedom that encompassed not only the senses, but every inch of his body, from head to foot, or tail, considering his current state. Sometimes, there was nothing better than answering that silent, internal call, feeling that itch beneath the skin fade as the transformation overcame everything, shifting man into beast. Then there was running, really opening up and going flat out, and Matthias had a feeling that, had he been a wolf, he would have been the sort to just cry out his exhilaration to the sky, corny as cliché as that was.

But there would be no howling. Hyenas did not howl, nor did they bark. Like all others of his kind, regardless of whether they were brown, striped or — as he was himself — spotted, he had a rather restricted selection of vocalisations, not that he was being particularly loud. For a change. Instead, he was wandering this way and that, obviously at random, following his feet or his nose, whichever took control in the moment, weaving lazily between the trunks, heading nowhere in particular.


( LEAH )


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[info]purplewinged
2008-06-22 02:45 am UTC (link)
That was something they had in common: Leah had not been a therianthrope long (indeed, she had little idea just how long she would be one), but the appreciation and longing for the freedom that only came with one's animal body, with spreading her wings under the watery light of the moon, had settled into her bones as readily as those bones took to owl form. The woods were not her most frequented spot--she still had some rather unsettling dreams since being attacked by the were-owl there--but every now and again the stifling buildings and glass and perfectly pruned trees sent her wandering into the dark and cool places of the woods. She flew; she always flew. When she got there, it was a study in self-discipline: balancing the desire to flap out between the trees, and to maintain her human form. It was something she needed to do, really. Leah worried, sometimes, seeing other therianthropes wandering Denver, that transforming too often woud kill any desire to be human at all.

She had enough to worry about, anyway.

But at the moment, she was just plain old Leah, her arms still working slightly from their recent winged forms, sitting on a log in a small clearing. It was easier to transform in clearings, if a little riskier: her owl form was so small, she was still getting used to where her arms and legs would pop out when she was through, and old scrapes on her limbs were testament enough to how often that worked out. Her ears caught the sound of approaching feet before she was really aware of it, and it was only that lingering sense of heightened awareness that shot her to her feet, looking around nervously.

"Hello?" she said, only realising once the words were out of her mouth how stupid that was. Really, who was going to say hello back, if they were creeping up on her? Hadn't she learned anything from all those years of horror films? She took a step back instead, ready to run should something present itself. It only took a few moments to transform. A leap and a thought and she could be airborne in seconds.

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[info]infavour
2008-06-23 04:10 pm UTC (link)
If Matthias were to ever meet a therianthrope who shied and pulled away from their transformations, he would immediately judge them, call them ‘inferior’ and say they weren’t worth his time, and that they certainly didn’t deserve to be what they were. Therianthropy was not a curse, even though it had its minor downfalls, like never being able to tolerate silver, but when it was all laid out and observed with a logical eye — something Matthias did have despite evidence to the contrary — it was plain to see that the pros far outweighed the cons. But then again, perhaps he wasn’t the best person to ask; he had been born this way, raised with an understanding of it so it wouldn’t come as any shock or surprise. He’d had a head start, effectively, that not everyone was privy to.

As it happened, the hyena that loped stealthily through the trees had caught onto a scent that didn’t belong to the woods just as he heard the voice carry, his rounded ears tipping back and then pitching forward, immediately curious rather than concerned. Perhaps that made him foolish, that desire to investigate that easily overwhelmed any instinct to be wary or cautious in his approach, but he never pretended to be anything other than what he was. Clan members such as Jacob would ridicule him, but the old male had very little right to really criticise him nowadays.

The sound that escaped from his long, reinforced throat wasn’t all that dissimilar to a chuckle, and had he been in human form, it could very well have been some sort of laugh. But in his hyena body, with all the restrictions and vocal limitations thereof, it was a curious sound, a sort of chatter that, in its own way, served as a response to the slightly cliché query that had been called out. He could see her now, catlike sight compensating for the gloom and shadow, and taking in a deep breath, he all but bared his canines in a grin. Well, well.

Stepping out from the shelter of the trees surrounding the small clearing, he regarded her for only a moment in his hyena form, dark eyes catching the tiny flickers of light from above, before he reversed his own transformation, the change smooth and obviously practised; disciplined and comfortable. Giving his head a small shake, mostly to get the rebellious bangs from his face, he reached up a hand to rake them back, giving the female a smile. “Hello yourself.”

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[info]purplewinged
2008-06-23 11:37 pm UTC (link)
Oh, God. Leah shrank back and nearly tripped over the log. She had only seen a few therianthropes transform, and never a hyena; that strange high laugh had been terrifying enough, and now here was a shaggy man greeting her as if he had every intention of carrying on conversation. And where did things like that occur? In slasher films. Next thing she knew, she'd be inexplicably naked, running through sprinklers, and the guy in front of her would be in some kind of flowing cloak and--

All right. Okay. She was being extreme. It took an effort to control her breathing and heartrate--he couldn't tell, could he?--but she managed to keep her footing. He wasn't going to lunge at her in human form, was he? And if she saw him move, she could just transform and fly away. She knew she could. Of course she could.

"Who--" Her voice was a lot quieter than she would have liked. Great. "Who are you?" she tried again, schooling herself to calm. A 'what do you want' hung on the air in all its stereotypicality, but she refrained, swallowing uncomfortably instead and fidgeting with the hem of her shirt. Stay calm. Stay collected.

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[info]infavour
2008-06-23 11:55 pm UTC (link)
It wasn't the first time someone had been physically startled by his appearance, whether because he had taken them by surprise or because they knew him and were therefore aware of his reputation, but it made him smirk every goddamn time. It was all kinds of fun to be so intimidating, for whatever reason, and Matthias honestly thought it would never, ever get old.

Even just relying on scent he could tell she was spooked; something very distinct happened to a person's particular scent when they were afraid, and right now, this girl reeked of uncertainty and fear. The animal in him responded, perking up a little, but he kept it contained. There was no point scaring the female half to death before he'd even gotten close to her.

Lifting his brows at her voice, her obvious attempt to be collected and calm - one that didn't really pay off half as well as she was no doubt hoping - Matthias tilted his head, a sort of curious gesture. How very catlike. "Me? I'm just some guy out for a run in the middle of the night, wondering why someone like you would be sitting all by herself in this clearing." Clearly, she had learned nothing from those slasher films.

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[info]purplewinged
2008-06-24 01:11 am UTC (link)
Not nothing; just very little. Could you blame her? Terrified at every noise, hesitant, fretting--a small part of Leah was something like astonished she was getting out complete sentences at all. She took another step back and forced her hands to her sides.

"I, um." Her eyes darted around her as the sliver of moon slid out from behind the clouds. The woods were dim, dark. She could see better were she afloat. "Um." Another step back. "I have to go."

And then she was airborne. A third step away and a swift turn, and in a few awkward flaps, Leah was squawking frantically into the air. Not very high, yet, her body still heavy as her taloned legs strained to run, wings not quite moving in synch as they ought to. A few more feet, a little higher, a little farther. She had no idea how fast hyenas could run or how high they could jump, but she could fly farther and faster. Right?

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[info]infavour
2008-06-24 09:55 am UTC (link)
Eh, what could you really learn from those movies, except to not run up the stairs when the guy’s chasing you with his big, bloody knife. And how you’re not supposed to say ‘be right back’. Matthias only watched those movies for the humour aspect, which was pretty generous, no matter which film it was. Maybe he was just a little backwards.

But some things were just funny. Like the owl that was suddenly flailing about the air, tiny wings and legs all waving madly in different directions, and the hyena just couldn’t help himself. He laughed, losing the fight to hold it in before he’d even started; even if he had tried, he wouldn’t have gotten very far, because really, there was something so stupidly hilarious about something so small making such a frantic effort to get away from him.

A few moments from now, he would probably realise he’d never met an owl therianthrope before, but he just needed to get this out of his system first.

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[info]purplewinged
2008-06-24 10:00 pm UTC (link)
Was--was he laughing? The little human voice in the back of her avian head whipped her eyes around (and a neat trick it was, being an owl), so that Leah almost flew straight into an oncoming branch. Flying, it seemed, was still somewhat beyond her grasp, especially when human thoughts decided to worm their way past avian instinct. Only a squawk and frantic flapping got her out of the way, and she was so startled afterwards she found herself toppling to the ground--back in human form.

She was really going to have to get better at this transformation thing.

The man was out of her direct line of sight, but she still hid herself behind a tree, catching her breath and nursing the new scrapes on her arms and shoulder. She thought idly of what excuse she could give her aunt if the woman caught sight of her before the cuts had a chance to heal--fell at work? Tripped into some gravel?--before the laughter drifted into her ears again. Oh, good grief. She wasn't about to call out to him, but she couldn't suppress a somewhat disgruntle mutter: "It's not that funny."

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[info]infavour
2008-06-24 10:26 pm UTC (link)
She was making it too easy for him to laugh! It wasn’t his fault his animal form was sometimes known as the Laughing Hyena, and really, who could blame him? She just looked so hilarious, flailing about like that, and when she turned her head and nearly knocked herself for six against the closest tree, Matthias was almost convinced he hurt himself as he doubled over, having trouble breathing for at least a few seconds while the girl tumbled unceremoniously out of sight.

God, he hadn’t laughed like this in a while. It felt so good.

Managing to get oxygen back into his lungs again, his somewhat wavering and therefore rather unreliable sense of restraint activating long enough for him to stand up straight again, shaking hair from his face, steadying his mirth. He almost wished some of the others had seen that display. They had missed out. “Oh c’mon,” he called back, his tone amused and almost challenging, “that was funny. Where the hell does everything go when you’re like that?” Because her owl form? The tiniest animal body he had ever seen a therianthrope adopt.

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[info]purplewinged
2008-06-25 01:20 am UTC (link)
To say Leah was surprised at his reaction was an understatement. She hadn't encountered another therainthrope, especially under these conditions, in months, and never had she expected one (in a form that could probably tear her to shreds, no less) to begin laughing at her. So shocked was she, in fact, that she almost stepped right out from behind the tree to dispute his claim. It wasn't funny. Really.

Social awkwardness and an inability to judge correctly her reactions contended with what little reason was left to people of her age bracket, settling uncomfortably like a hitch in her shoulders. Her voice croaked out awkwardly, much quieter than his, but the shock of his question knocked out the indignation, lacing her meek words instead with something like genuine confusion. If there was one thing Leah knew, it was being confused.

"What do you mean, where does it go?" she asked from behind the tree, and instantly wished she could take it back. Her arms still hurt, but she could have--should have--taken flight again right there. Stupid! Maybe if she started running now? But no: everything still hurt from toppling out of the air, and she didn't trust her wings to take her very far when everything he seemed to say was startling her back to human form.

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[info]infavour
2008-06-25 01:19 pm UTC (link)
Well she wasn’t alone there. A lot of people were surprised by Matthias’ reactions to plenty of things, in a variety of situations. He wasn’t exactly normal by any stretch of the imagination, and his behaviour all during his lifetime was evidence enough to support that; he didn’t view most things the same way as ‘normal’ people, but then, he didn’t really have any place for ‘normal’ in his vocabulary or his world in general. It was overrated, in his opinion.

There was also nothing new about his ability to confuse others, whether it be with his words or his actions or a delightful combination of the two. When her voice drifted to him from behind the tree, he was perfectly capable of hearing it and the tone it carried. A hyena’s best sense might not have been its hearing, but they still ranked close to the top, and Matthias was no different. The girl’s meek words reached him easily, and he smirked, amused.

“Well, you’re kinda… lanky.” Maybe most people would have worried about using words like that; women were sensitive about terms like that, right? Whatever. “You’re all arms and legs or whatever. And that has got to be the smallest bird I’ve ever seen in my life. It just seems kind of silly.” Okay, so Matthias knew as well as any therianthrope, born or bitten or turned, that mass and scientific reasoning held no real place when it came to their transformations, and really how could it? But come on. This girl and her animal form really did take the prize.

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[info]purplewinged
2008-06-26 01:40 am UTC (link)
If Matthias was hoping someone here would share his views on normalcy, he had picked the wrong therianthrope. For a girl who had never been normal a day in her life, and then subsequently pitched into abnormality as soon as being a regular Joe (so to speak) was in her grasp, Leah could not have wished more ardently to be everything he rallied against. Normal friends, normal hopes, normal fears--looking over her shoulder every day for the next predator had not been on her list of things to aspire to in kindergarten. Then again, flight had been, so maybe it was a tit-for-tat situation.

She bit back an indignant "I'm not lanky" and shifted further against the tree. The fact she could hide almost her entire body behind its slender bulk didn't really help her case. "Well, I don't know how it works either," she said instead, somewhere between frustration and (unsurprisingly) fear. "But I think you should--go away." Pause. "Please."

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[info]infavour
2008-06-26 12:43 pm UTC (link)
Matthias very rarely hoped that people would share his views, if only because he wasn’t deluded about his own opinions and how they came across to others. He didn’t generally think along the same lines as most people, therianthrope or otherwise, and while he could flick himself back into ‘normal’ mode if he needed to, like when he was in his Matriarch’s company, he was generally content enough to be the one who came out with the things that nobody else thought to say.

Smirking when he didn’t get the defensive retort he had been waiting for, he shrugged his shoulders, letting it drop. So maybe she didn’t think she was lanky. In his opinion, she could do with gaining a few pounds, at least so she didn’t snap if there was a strong wind, but what did he know? Maybe bird therianthropes had to be stupidly skinny or something. It wasn’t as if Matthias knew all the answers. “And why’s that?” he asked of her, tilting his head in that same curious manner, side-stepping steadily to catch a glimpse of her frame behind the tree. “You think I’m going to eat you or something?”

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[info]purplewinged
2008-06-26 06:52 pm UTC (link)
In everyone's opinion, she could do with gaining a few pounds; Leah had to agree there. But concurring with some hyena roaming suspiciously around the woods of Denver--not on her list of things to do. Leah's ears and eyes were sharper now in full-dark, and she heard the cracking twigs and shifting underbrush as he moved to get a better look. Sliding noisily against the tree, she slipped just out of view again, willing her arm to stop stinging. Just one minute--no, thirty seconds, and she could take flight again. This time, not running into trees.

"I don't know," she said hastily, trying to melt into the scratchy bark. You're invisible all your life, and then the one moment you actually want to be--o cruel fate. "Birds--birds don't really have a very good life expectancy and, um. And I'd really rather not shorten it and I have to go home anyway. So you should go."

Real smooth, Leah. Real smooth. Come to that--did therianthropes eat other therianthropes? There'd been that murder a few weeks ago everyone was attributing to them. And as soon as that thought was in her head, the more horrifying fear that he might have something to do with it crept into her mind. A very small part of her wanted to cry.

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[info]infavour
2008-06-27 02:39 pm UTC (link)
Sure, she could probably blame the therianthrope metabolism and its insane rate when it came to burning up food, fat, alcohol and all that fun stuff, but to Matthias, it looked like she just didn’t eat enough and maybe exercised too much. A vicious cycle, but he wasn’t this girl’s counsellor or therapist, and he certainly wasn’t about to do some random stranger a favour, no matter how amusing she was turning out to be.

“Well I’m not hungry, and besides, I doubt you’d really make much of a meal. You’re too small, at least in that form.” ‘That’ meaning her owl form. Obviously. He was never going to get over that. “You’re not really my type. No offence.” Matthias preferred something he could get his teeth into, and if you were going to count all therianthropes as the same race, well, he was no cannibal.

“How come I have to go if you’re the one who should be going home? That doesn’t really strike me as fair,” he pointed out, slipping his hands in his pockets, the very picture of casual even as he narrowed his eyes thoughtfully. “Actually it’s kind of rude.” Shame on you, Leah.

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[info]purplewinged
2008-06-29 03:16 pm UTC (link)
The back of Leah's fist hit the tree trunk lightly. She really was too frail to do much damage, but never mind that. It wasn't funny. There were smaller birds--smaller owls!--than her other form. She could have been a pygmy or--or a hummingbird!

She made a sound in the back of her throat, like an irritated cat or scratching fabric. She wasn't nearly angry enough to retaliate if he did anything, or even to lash out--not that owls could do much in the way of lashing, never mind Leah's inability to do so herself. She slid a little further around the tree, shaking her arm out. "I--I was here first," she said, and instantly regretted it. What was she, four? She might have been scared, but now she just looked stupid on top of it. "I mean--I'm sorry. For being rude and everything, I just--need to go."

It was an effort to move her feet, but Leah chanced a glance around the tree and then head off determinedly in the opposite direction. If he couldn't see her among a thicket of trees, she could transform and hide out in a hollow until he left. He wouldn't stake her out all night, would he?

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[info]infavour
2008-06-29 04:05 pm UTC (link)
For the record, a were-hummingbird is just about the funniest idea ever, and Matthias would probably laugh himself to death if he ever met one. Not that he was likely to. The therianthropes were more impressive predators; even if this girl's owl form was laughable to him, he didn't doubt it could hunt as well as any other owl. Granted, it probably couldn't kill anything much bigger than itself, but that was beside the point.

It had been her flailing that had amused him and the way her head had turned to look back at him while she'd been flying forward. Maybe if she learned to be a little more graceful, he might not find her so amusing. So really, he hoped she didn't take it upon herself to fine tune her flying and manoeuvring. It would be a waste.

Matthias quirked a brow at her apology. She was apologising, after he had scared the crap out of her? Wow, this girl had a lot to learn, but she was still entertaining. She had that going for her. He chuckled as she started to head off, shrugging his broad shoulders as he said, "Okay then. So go. I promise not to chase you."

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[info]purplewinged
2008-06-29 07:29 pm UTC (link)
Well, Matthias, Leah had long since learned that if you had no other course of action before you--apologise. Perhaps not the greatest display of backbone or sense, but it either impressed people with her acquiescence, or surprised them so thoroughly she could wriggle out of an awkward situation. She usually prayed for the second.

His words seemed a little more ominous than she would have thought; whether it was paranoia or reasonable worry, she couldn't say. She sidestepped into a cluster of beeches, ducking beneath thin branches and stepping over fallen logs. Pausing long enough to let the sound of displaced leaves under her feet quiet, Leah concentrated and fluttered upward, all wings and feathers and rising height. Well. Sort of rising. Her brittle bones still ached from the previous fall, and after a few seconds of ascension, Leah landed with a hiss of wings and watched the clearing cautiously to make sure he left. She didn't much fancy parking out in that tree until it was safe to fly home. What if he followed her? She had enough secrets to keep without some hyena man showing up at her doorstep.

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[info]infavour
2008-06-29 08:49 pm UTC (link)
Matthias hadn't really learned any of those valuable life lessons, including those ones about manners, mainly because he had always hated his mother, and his father hadn't been around - as in alive - long enough to really teach his son much of anything. As for his mother's lover? To hell with that; Matthias had been less inclined to listen to that idiot than he had his own mother. So he didn't say all the right, pleasant things. It was a small price to pay, in the long run, and he knew how to be polite when it mattered.

Able to hear her moving away rather than see her retreat, Matthias smiled broadly, keeping himself perfectly still so he could catch every little rustle of leaf and snap of twig. And then he heard feathers fluttering. Matthias laughed quietly and shook his head. Well, owl-girl, you get your wish. Matthias wouldn't be following her home. He wasn't that bored.

Shrugging his shoulders, he turned on his heel, and as he started to walk away his body transformed and he was loping off in hyena form, heading back the way he'd come.

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