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ring_around ([info]ring_around) wrote in [info]the_nexus_rpg,
@ 2012-06-18 19:55:00

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Entry tags:athousandroles, canon_is_god, father_lucifer, ring_around

A difficult question
Mokou sits down in front of the sign, and very casually sets it a flame, only to watch it return almost instantly. She sighs quietly. "If only everything were like this sign. It wouldn't be such a curse.. or perhaps it'd be the worst fate. I can never really tell."

She pauses and looks around, then slumps slightly, crossing her legs. "How does one bring the dead back?"



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[info]athousandroles
2012-06-19 02:14 am UTC (link)
Miles winced. That wasn't a happy question to answer for anyone. And he'd had to have that talk with his younger kids when his father had died. He bent down, leaning on his cane, to bring him closer to Mokou's eye level. Not that it took much leaning, given Miles's (lack of) height. This was a serious subject

"I'm afraid that's something no one has figured out how to do." And because most people knew about cryonics where he was from, "Sometimes doctors can catch people as they're dying and fix them, but human brains can only last so long without a heart and lungs. Even if you could get a body working again, the mind would still be gone. We don't know how to set brains back to the way they were."

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-19 02:17 am UTC (link)
Mokou nods slightly, her brow creasing slightly. "Then, if not by bringing them back, how do you atone for killing them?"

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[info]athousandroles
2012-06-19 02:31 am UTC (link)
Oh, boy. Here he was expecting the variant on 'why can't grandpa come back?' He wasn't sure he could give much advice on absolution; his mother might be a better person, but she wasn't here.

"It's not really a formula. Some of it is remembering that they died. On the planet I come from, you burn a funeral offering for your enemies as well as your friends. The superstition was so their ghosts won't haunt you, but ghosts don't have to be real spirits." He wondered if the girl would understand that; Miles wasn't sure he got it until he was seventeen and accidentally dragged Elena and Bothari into a war zone.

"Other than that," Miles looked at his hands, "you try to do something." He tried to think of an example. "If it was in a war, you might work hard for peace. Things like that. Learn from it, and try to make the universe less of a place where things like that happen."

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-19 02:39 am UTC (link)
Mokou visibly flinches at the thought of burning an offering. "It'd almost be easier if it were real ghosts."

She lowers her head slightly. "I don't know what I can do. I didn't want to kill them all. But, I had not choice. If I didn't, they'd have died anyway. But...if I hadn't killed one of them, they all would've lived."

No, she doesn't quite realize that doesn't make a whole lot of sense.

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[info]athousandroles
2012-06-19 02:52 am UTC (link)
"Unfortunately, it can be hard to figure things like that out in the moment," Miles said. "But... wanting to atone is a good first step. I've met too many people who wouldn't see why they needed to."

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-19 03:00 am UTC (link)
"I don't see how you can not at least try with what I've done. But I still don't know how to atone for killing a world." She says quietly, looking up at the sign again.

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[info]athousandroles
2012-06-20 12:55 am UTC (link)
"Where there any survivors? People visiting off-planet?" Miles matched her tone.

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-24 03:07 am UTC (link)
Mokou shakes her head. "Only people off planet were the Lunarians, but..." she says, trailing off.

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[info]athousandroles
2012-06-24 03:10 am UTC (link)
"But...?" Miles prompted.

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[info]father_lucifer
2012-06-19 06:43 am UTC (link)
"You can't," Edward said quietly, hands in his pockets. "You can only walk forward."

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-19 06:48 am UTC (link)
Mokou remains seated, looking up at Edward. "For what though? How?"

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[info]father_lucifer
2012-06-19 06:50 am UTC (link)
"That, you have to decide yourself," Edward said. "And the how is never easy. One day at a time, is the best advice I can give. May I ask what happened?"

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-19 06:53 am UTC (link)
Mokou falls quiet for a moment. Then lowers her head. "I had to burn some people to death."

She pauses again, and then lifts her head. "I had to burn a great many people. Some very dear to me."

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[info]father_lucifer
2012-06-19 06:55 am UTC (link)
Edward wished he were still in his Paul disguise. Somehow, he knew better what to say in these situations as Paul than as Edward. "Why? What happened?"

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-19 06:59 am UTC (link)
Mokou reaches into her pocket, and lights a cigarette, taking a puff off it, before responding. "It's....a long story, but if you're willing to listen, then I'll share. When I was very young...my father was greatly humiliated by a woman who's hand he sought in marriage. Looking back, it's stupid, but then it was so painful to see my father like that. So.... I hurt the woman in the only way I could, by stealing something that was very important to her. It was an elixir that granted immortality."

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[info]father_lucifer
2012-06-19 07:02 am UTC (link)
Edward sat down across from Mokou, crossing his legs underneath him. "I got time, fire away," he said, then listened quietly as Mokou talked.

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-19 07:11 am UTC (link)
Mokou nods, and continues, offering the cigarette to him as she does. "I had only meant to take the elixir, and use it as ransom to get back at her. But, something happened, and I ended up drinking it. That was about 1300 years ago now. Maybe more. I found out she too was immortal. I hid from the world for so long I was forgotten, perhaps for the better. It hurt so much to see even my grandchildren grow old and die while I remained this age."

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[info]canon_is_god
2012-06-21 02:22 am UTC (link)
Sarah frowns a little, her grip on her bag tightening before she heads over to sit near the other woman. "I don't think there is one that ends up the way we want it to. And even then, the dead may be happy resting where their souls have gone. It would be disrespectful to disturb them, I think."

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-21 04:00 am UTC (link)
Mokou looks over. "I do not believe it would be disrespectful to give them a chance at life that was so wrongfully taken from them."

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[info]canon_is_god
2012-06-21 04:26 am UTC (link)
She blinks and rocks back a bit before her smile returns, though hesitant. "Maybe not. But what if in the time they've been dead, they came to peace with what happened to them? And how do you know they would want you to be so caught up in bringing them back, instead of focusing on your own future?"

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-21 04:29 am UTC (link)
Mokou lowers her head slightly. "At peace with being burned to death by someone they loved..."

She pulls out a cigarette, and offers it to Sarah. "And our past defines who we are, no?"

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[info]canon_is_god
2012-06-21 04:35 am UTC (link)
She startles, then frowns in sympathy. "I'm sorry, I didn't realize...I can understand why you want to fix things."

Sarah shakes her head. "No thanks, I don't smoke."

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-21 04:42 am UTC (link)
Mokou shakes her head. "So....that said, any ideas?" She asks, holding the cigarette up and lighting it with her thumb.

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[info]canon_is_god
2012-06-21 04:44 am UTC (link)
Sarah shakes her head. "I don't know of any way to bring them back, no...though maybe it would help to speak to their spirits, if that's possible for those from your world? I can't say I'm familiar with medium's myself, but it might help to have a chance to speak to them again."

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[info]ring_around
2012-06-24 03:08 am UTC (link)
Mokou lowers her head again, taking a drag. "What good would that do? They're still dead, and I'm still to blame."

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