Thank you, I still struggle with what was done to me. There are times when I feel that I'm not quite free of the brainwashing even though I am. I still don't have all the memories back from my life before the brainwashing and it's unclear if they'll ever return.
I'm not entirely sure. I just felt that you should know this because honestly I don't know if I can be anywhere near her without letting this get to me. I want an apology at least, for her part in what happened to me. She might not have taken part in the actual brainwashing but she was aware of it. I never wanted to serve HYDRA, I wanted to die, she could have at least done that for me but she didn't even try.