We had a scare, I thought I was pregnant and Grant... he reacted really badly, basically freaked out at me. But it was a false alarm. But now... now I think maybe I want a family, want children but he's saying he doesn't at all, ever. I love him, can't imagine being with anyone else ever but at the same time being with him means I might never have a family and I think in time I'd be okay with that but he will think I'm doing it to make him happy. And I mean he might eventually change his mind, I know the chances of that are slim but it could happen.