I thought you were going to stay off the network too.
I knew when you left, and you left anyway. I was angry about that for a long time. Eventually it just hurt too much to be angry, and I didn't hate you as much as I thought I did. You are wrong, about me being better off. I was worse off without you. You're smart, and you're brave, and you've always tried to do the best for us. You give a shit when so many people never have.