I don't know that I really expect you to have a lot of good advice for me. But I think that expectation comes from... that's who you end up being, one day. You know? Someone people look up to. Someone they know they can lean on. But that's not what I was going for here. I just wanted to talk to someone who gets this stuff.
It is completely insane... I mean, this is really bad. I don't know how anyone could look past it, no matter how cool I am otherwise, or how cute, or whatever. I don't think anyone would want to. I don't know why they'd want to. But I hope someone can one day. Or at least that they'd be willing to try to figure it out, even if it doesn't work.