I was just telling my friends that I feel like people expect me to be someone who's really good at advice, for some reason.
I mean, what I want to tell you is that yes, you're not human anymore. You're different. You're dangerous, ultimately, and that means keeping people at arm's length. You're most likely to be alone, and ... that's just something you have to deal with.
But then I look at Felix, or I think about my future with Dora, and it's not really like that.
The people that love you, they'll brave the bad things. No matter how bad they are. Even if you think that's completely insane.
Major might be that person. He might not be. No one's entitled to look past it, really, but you might be surprised. There could be a thousand other reasons that he hasn't said anything.