-- Everyone asks that, like it's easy to answer. -- I mean, it was the furthest thing from my mind, yeah? And all I can think, and I've wondered, for six bloody months, why I do it. -- I was starting to feel left out, because I was doing my training and I couldn't be around them like I used to. -- And what if I felt like they didn't like me? What if the new people I was meeting were Death Eaters and they pushed me towards it? -- That's all I can figure, and I'm not proud of it. -- And so I'm trying to be better than that. And I don't expect you or them to want to talk to me or be involved in my life or me in yours. -- I fucked up magnificently in the future, and I'm trying to build a life here where I can live beyond that and not be that person.