|James Montgomery Falsworth (falsworth) wrote in the100,|
@ 2015-06-21 20:55:00
|Entry tags:||!network post, delly cartwright, james montgomery falsworth (mcu), katniss everdeen|
I must admit to feeling some melancholy lately, missing my comrades in arms, and my family at home in England. I do my job, I socialise as well as I'm able, and yet, I still feel a heaviness in myself that is difficult to shake off. I wish to make friends here, yet I find it difficult -- and the fault lies within me, for you see not the adventuring spirit that I had prior to the war for a few years into it, but a soul that is grey and listless and fearful of making close bonds.
I find myself missing the comforts of even my war-torn home, for there I was able to be actively involved in throwing off the tyranny that threatened England. Here there is no such tyranny, and the enemy we fight is a lack of knowledge, of what brings us here, and what unaccountably takes us away so suddenly.