Clara Oswald (oswaldftw) wrote in the100, |
My Doctor's already tried. He forced one of his own people to regenerate to get me out of there. Took me to the end of the universe, thinking it would jumpstart my heart. But it's fixed. It has to happen, and I'm okay with it.
He forgets me though. That's the part I'm not okay with. To protect me from the Timelords finding me, he was going to make forget. But I wouldn't do it. I reversed the polarity on the thing he wanted to use to erase my memories of him. It worked on him. He forgot me. I was standing right there, and he was talking about Clara Oswald and the hole she left in him, but he didn't recognize me at all.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to dump all of that on you. I've been writing in my journal about it, but there's something different about telling another person.