| Hi |
[Apr. 20th, 2006|10:02 pm] |
I would've posted earlier but im stupid and couldn't work it out. I know... stupid
ok
Name- lucy
Age- 22
Sex- female
Height- 5'4
Weight 45kg
ED- anorexia (had an ed since i was under 10yrs old)
I have osteopenia, so i have old lady bones, ive spent most my life connected to hospitals and appointments. Im in my first real relationship (gay one - hope nobody hates me for it)
I have a lot of other stuff going on.
I just felt rude having not introduced myself. I dont know what to say.
I had a bad day of crying and anxiety attacks and feeling like i am never getting out of this dark depression i've sunken into.
i know, im silly. i shouldnt feel sorry for myself
look after yourselves\
luv + wishes
lucy |
|
|
| Hi I'm new, it's late, I'm stoned, what's new? |
[Feb. 1st, 2006|04:10 am] |
Well, I had and have a LJ but created a new one today (yesterday) for my ana tendencies which I wish to hide IRL. But it was so busy there, a girl mentioned here and I moved same day sort of, to here. I need a smaller tighter group.
I am 24 and have a mental health history. Diagnosed BPD, self harmer, was hospitalised for a few months a few years ago. I always knew the seed of an ED was in my, for my sowing pleasure really. Now I am 'well', I am in 3rd and final yr at uni, I have been slowly falling towards this for control.
I like drugs too. Only certain ones. Not alcohol particulary. But I smoke weed, (skunk), every day and love valium too. I have some now but will run out and have no supply :(
That's as much as I want to say about personal, for anonymity reasons. To weight issues:
Ht: 5'8"
CW: 123.2 pounds - 56.0kgs
BMI: 18.6 i think
(Got to 118pounds by 20th jan 2006 (leading up to handing in a project) but then had a dirty binge week.)
HW: 133p 63kg 2003
LW: 118p 53.8 2006
STGW: 115
LTGW: 100 |
|
|
| |
[Nov. 25th, 2005|11:02 am] |
Name-Cat
Age-16
Sex-F
Height-5'5
Weight-127
ED-I'm not sure really. an obsession...bulimia along with fasts..and short terms of actually just being healthy.
I've lost about 12 pounds since this school year started. it's escalated ever since.
Anything else?-I don't want anything more than to just love myself. I've always preached "what matters is on the inside" and I fully believe that.
I just can't believe in myself. I can't believe that myself is enough. |
|
|
| Another New Person... |
[Jul. 12th, 2005|10:04 pm] |
Name- Cobain_Grrrl
Age- 15
Sex- Girlie
Height- 5'6
Weight- 125
ED- EDNOS, leaning towards ana but with mia + coe tendancies
Anything else?- I don't think so...I'm a perfectionist, have never been diagnosed as anything, have never been to a doctor for it, or seen a counsellor or a psych, I'm a cutter + maybe depressed but as I say, have never been diagnosed.
Update later:)
x x x |
|
|
| ummmmhi |
[Jul. 12th, 2005|04:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
Name- ANNIKKKKA
Age- 19
Sex- femme
Height- 5' 10
Weight- 139
ED- ednos
Anything else?- im bipolar! woohoo! you know what sucks above all else? no matter what...never being happy with yourself. it's rough.
` |
|
|
| Poor introduction. |
[Jul. 6th, 2005|02:52 pm] |
Name- Mary
Age- Seventeen
Sex- Female
Height- 5'8''
Weight- I'd rather not say....
Anything else? Lately I've gained a lot of weight, it's really embarrasing. Actually, I'm kind of caught between recovery and going back to my old habits at the moment. I want to just give up, I swear, recovery is more difficult than the actual fucking disorder. |
|
|
| Perseverance |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|06:14 pm] |
An end to this nonsense:
"I am going to fast on water only for three days, except if I feel weak or hungry then I will have some chicken broth, or else I might eat one nutrition bar, or two nutrition bars, but if I do that then I will just switch to 2-4-6-8 for the week, only if I end up eating too many calories I'll just reverse it and do 8-6-4-2, except if I really binge bad, then I will have to fast on water only for at least a day to make up for that."
ENOUGH! Can you not yet see that this is literally PLANNING TO FAIL? When you plan around the possibilities of failure, of wavering from your determinations and your plans, you are planning for failure to happen. You might as well give it up before you start and go ahead and make a pig out of yourself. Obviously that is what you want to do when you play games like this. Don't try to tell me it is not. Instead, get serious, quit playing games with yourself. What you really want, you must choose, and what you choose, you must give priority. Personal discomfort and inconvenience is not sufficient reason to give up on your plans. Endure, press on, in spite of it. No pain, no gain. No loss, either. ;-)
This is from an essay here. I thought it was quite inspirational. |
|
|
| Welcome |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|09:10 pm] |
Ok so this community is new, but I want it to thrive! So pelase join! and Enjoy!
Thank you! ~ Rachael |
|
|