InsaneJournal

wow, so i found out that my cousin has just be committed to a hospital for anorexia for 16 weeks, i had no idea. i wonder if its partially a genetic thing, i dont know. i feel terrible for her though. im kinda glad that i pushed myself into recovery though before things got that bad, it means i was sorta in control of what happened to me.
but now my mum's on super weight patrol, shes telling me not to lose anymore weight and she hates the way my spine sticks out (i swear to god its normal) but she wont take it. but to be honest i dont care, i will get back to the way i was. no matter what.
so since monday ive lost 5 pounds which is so good :) and ive been able to fit into my sisters lovely dress, hurrah. but i drank a lot (of alcohol) last night, because people kept buying me drinks, i have no idea HOW many cals was all in that, but i know that my meals came up to 300 cal.

hows everyone else doing?