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[Sep. 21st, 2009|04:55 pm]
Will update soon guys, I'm so sorry about lately.

Miss ya'll. Have been doing horrible.

[Jan. 29th, 2009|07:47 pm]
[mood | giggly]

Name- Jordan
Age- 16
Sex- Female
Height- 5'5"
Weight- I'm honestly too disgusted to even say exactly how much I weigh.
ED- Diagnosed with Bulimia when I was 10, but I couldn't take being like this anymore and kind of moved to anorexia.
Anything else? - I've been a cutter and a smoker since I was 12. I really hope this community picks up soon because I'd like some support.

[Jun. 5th, 2008|09:30 pm]
Finally broke 107. I was 107 for four days and it was killing me. Lost 2 lbs in the two hours of working out and fasting yesterday and today. I love this. I love jumping on the scale and seeing it lower than a few hours before. I'm sick I know it but i love my illness. I think anorexia is something like Stockholm Syndrome. You grow to love and need it. And get angry when someone tells you how much this disorder is messing you up.

I hate my pudgy arms and thighs. I hate my shoulders they're mannish.

I didn't post my entire stats before,

Lowest Weight: 95lbs
Highest Weight:142lbs
Short Term Goal: 100lbs
Long term Goal:90lbs
Current weight: 105.3lbs

I love hipbones and collarbones.

hey gurls [May. 23rd, 2008|05:11 pm]
[mood |day2fast]

glad to see some ana support here. just joined today. severe "political" problems goin on at LJ, i think ev ones gonna leave there + come here + GJ.

Name- Jiinxsay
Age- older than y'all
Sex- gurlie
Height- 5'5"
Weight- 97 lbs
ED- ednos
Anything else?- um, i love to sew, even tho i havent in a long time. got a new sewin machine + looking fwd to usin it!! lets see...what else?..i am in recovery, been sober 17 months :-)
glad to be able to be available to fam+friends instead of falling down drunk :-O um, i didnt "choose" to be ana. + i never had it as a teen!! how weird huh?? always WANTED it!! read books bout it etc, obsessed bout my weight, was a sz 9, not big, but it was never enough!! so to be my age + develop this ED, well, i just don't know...i hate to say, but im diggin it. i was 174 lbs + now im 97 lbs. hafta hide it from some ppl tho, even at my age!!
so im glad this group is here + all of you :-)

stay strong + beautiful,


[May. 20th, 2008|06:24 pm]
binge day =[

i got into a big fight with my boyfriend and i came home and ate an entire bag of popcorn with extra butter.... and a package of swiss rolls. and a bottle of gaterade.

tomorrows a new day... right?

[May. 17th, 2008|10:02 am]
[mood |Hungover]

wow, so i found out that my cousin has just be committed to a hospital for anorexia for 16 weeks, i had no idea. i wonder if its partially a genetic thing, i dont know. i feel terrible for her though. im kinda glad that i pushed myself into recovery though before things got that bad, it means i was sorta in control of what happened to me.
but now my mum's on super weight patrol, shes telling me not to lose anymore weight and she hates the way my spine sticks out (i swear to god its normal) but she wont take it. but to be honest i dont care, i will get back to the way i was. no matter what.
so since monday ive lost 5 pounds which is so good :) and ive been able to fit into my sisters lovely dress, hurrah. but i drank a lot (of alcohol) last night, because people kept buying me drinks, i have no idea HOW many cals was all in that, but i know that my meals came up to 300 cal.

hows everyone else doing?

New! [May. 14th, 2008|11:09 pm]
Hi there, im new, nice to meet you all :)

Name- call me Juneaux
Age- 18
Sex- Female
Height- 5ft 6in
Weight- 108 pounds
Anything else? i suffer from extreme chronic insomnia, paranoia, anxiety, anaemia and very low blood pressure and (apparently) show symptoms of being bipolar, which im going to check out, so basically i never feel well.

im currently on a 200 cal max diet thing, and losing weight slowly. Ive already been through recovery a couple of years back, which was my own choice, but i just couldnt live with the weight i put on. I want to get down to 100 pounds by the end of May.

[May. 13th, 2008|02:32 am]
I belonged to an ED community on LJ but it got a lot of publicity and I didn't feel safe posting there anymore. Plus there were a lot of wannarexics, since swimsuit season is coming up it gets flooded with girls looking for a quit weight fix. You can read my journal for a bit of info on my ED. I'm hoping this community doesn't turn into what the other one did. It doesn't say specifically if its pro-ana or any of those other things... I'm hoping for some support and whatnot on those days where your about to give in.

Anything else?-I'm currently on a fast, when i fast i chew gum, drink water, and eat celery. I've been anorexic for about 3 years. I have an anxiety disorder and PTSD and I'm not sure what else but i'm not sure i want to find out. Somewhat self-harming, and i smoke.

New Here [Apr. 5th, 2008|09:59 pm]
ED- Ana, Mia
Anything else?- I recovered from my eating disorder 2 years ago by force of my family. I would of had to undergo counseling and therapy and well all I can say is since I was forced you cant really get any better and I have struggled these last years on and off and well it seems I am back and well I need a lot of support and this time I will do my best to not let anyone have the slightest clue of what I am doing. Its good to be home and if anyone needs a buddy (i know I do) I am here........aim is graceireece!!

[Aug. 13th, 2006|04:48 pm]
Age-17 almost 18
Weight-Last time I checked I was 88 pounds
ED- compulsive eating before and now anorexia
Anything else?-ADHD, huge possibility of bi-polar, self-harm, I don't know of anything else because parents won't take me to find out.

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