Voice message for Bucky
[She's been seeing more of him and his wife than ever. He's punishing her for dating Tom. After she does her shoots for the day she leaves a message for Bucky]
Hey. I know you're probably still avoiding me so you probably won't answer... if you even listen to this at all, but I need to get this off my chest.
I just think it's really fucked up. I feel used, I feel lied to, I feel discarded. You told me when Dot came that things weren't serious. That you were just friends. You said you liked me and I believed you and I would have given you everything. I would have waited forever, and I get it, you're punishing me for this but I asked you before I said yes. I asked you and I was going to put you first above Tom or the money or anything. You said it was fine then you bailed on me to take your wife to our spot and it hurts.
You've hurt me more than anybody else ever has, you may not have hit me or abused me, but you broke my trust and I can't take that from you. Everything everyone else did to me would have been fine, I expected it from them, but you were my hero. You were my knight in shining armor and you let me down.
I know it's over now. I tried to get back at you by sleeping with him after I saw what you did, but I know all I did was make it so that you'd never come back. I got so mad and I wanted to hurt you like you hurt me, but all I did was hurt us. I don't know if we could ever get back after what I did or after what you did.
The truth is, I don't know if I'll ever stop loving you. I know who you are and you're always going to be my hero. Even now seeing how cruel you can be, I still love you. Now you see what I can be too. I don't know if you can love that... or if anyone could. But I'm sorry, and I hate that you made me do this. If you don't tell me what I need to hear from you, I'm staying with Tom. He'll never be you, but I think he can love me... this is the chance. Our chance. So if you're still listening... if you listened at all. I just need to know if you still love me.