:These Icons are -not- made of People:

OH MY GOD, I HAVE FOUND THE BEST PICTURE EVAH!

It's going to be made into my next icon, TRUFAX!



Sorry if I potentially offended anyone with it, but I think it's adorable and I'm all for the over 'hit over the head with the moe=hammer Hitler'. I in no way support what Hitler did, but I would not be Nia without all of the random hitler jokes that I toss at everyone. (Which is probably why I enjoyed "The Producers" so much)

I have a few pictures from Halloween and a few at the end that aren't to show you.

( Behind a cut for her pleasure! )

Today we flea bomb/fog the house. *sigh* Fortunately, we got a type that has what's called a "dry fog", meaning that we don't need to turn off the pilot light or unplug the refrigerator. 'Coz that would be a bitchkitty. (And, YES, we read the instructions on the canister, just to be on the safe side.) We are, however, going to turn off the smoke alarm because THAT would be irritating to hear for 3 hours. We'll also have some massive sweeping, Swiffer-ing and washing of clothes/sheets after we get back. Should be fun. NOT! *sigh*

Goddess, let this kill the fuggin' fleas! I know we're all tired of being bitten, especially our lil' puppyhead Tasha! I know as a Wiccan that I'm not supposed to wish death on any living creature, but the fleas are testing my faith MASSIVELY!!! O_O

Does anyone know where I'm going to be on March 5th, 2010?

Watching Alice in Wonderland in the theaters, that's where I'm going to be, goddamnit.

The last couple of days have actually been pretty good. My seasonal depression stuff hasn't been nearly as prevalent as it had the last few weeks, which is a miracle in and of itself. Yesterday, I spent most of the day trying to rid the house of fleas for something like the 4th time. Sprayed stuff, washed stuff and washed AND sprayed our dog Tasha. Hopefully this will take 'coz this crap is the pits! You KNOW its bad when the fucking things start biting people.

I haven't hopped on World of Warcraft in the last few days, mostly because I seem to be so damned tired lately. Not sure why that is although it could do with hormones. Goddess only knows, really. Trying to motivate myself is a bitchkitty, but somehow I manage to take care of the house and cook a dinner for the girls when they get home.

I've started filling out surveys online to get some sort of money. There's a couple of companies I use and I'm slowly trickling in a few sheckels, which is marginally better than no sheckels. :-P

For some weird reason, I've found myself flirting with one of the guys from the band Arkarna via Twitter and FaceBook. LOL Maybe I'll get a free CD or something out of it! That's just weird to think.


One thing I've contemplated and haven't yet made a decision on is whether or not I should go ahead and take a couple of community college courses this spring. For the uninformed, I've gotten involved in a research group over at Southwest Illinois College (SWIC) specifically because there's a study they're working on about how transgender people perceive sexism and they wanted a transperson in the group. I had already wanted to enroll for classes before I got involved in the group, eventually to practice psychology. Not specifically for LGBT folk, but it would be a good group to have as clients and it's subject matter that I'm familiar with as a queer-identified woman who also happens to be transgender.

I'm just not sure financially that this household can pull it off. I have a duty to Al & Amy to cover 1/3 of the rent and my utilities, which I'm already NOT doing due to lack of a job. Money's already tight and I can't imagine it being like that for 6 years while I attend school. But the thought I keep having echoes my thoughts on LGBT rights: If not now, then when? *sigh* I'm so conflicted, I swear! *sigh*

I am not easily disturbed, not by a long shot. I am a 4chan kid, meaning that I've probably seen enough shit that I do not run the danger of scarring for life anymore. My brain has been shot so many times that it's thrown itself into the swiss cheese subclass and genre.

However after watching 4 episodes of "Higurashi no Naku Koko ni", I sort of kind of don't want to turn out the light to go to bed. Granted, this is not BAD.. I actually loved it.. but damn if in four episodes it didn't cause me to start not once, not twice.. but eight times. I was suitably prepared by the helpful review that Anime World Order provided me but much like all reviews (and spoilers), you just have no FUCKING CLUE what you're in for.

The shit's bananas, but hell.. I approve.

and now, deeeep thoughts....

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• 08:11 @voodoochild9 I need to catch up too - I'm just over 1,000 ;p #
• 14:15 hey mr. POLICEman is it time for gettin' awaYAH? Is it time to hit the mothafuckin road now runnin from-ah your ass today-AH #
• 14:16 @darknessdescend dude, that's your word count? awesome! :D - and where did you get that nifty nano icon? #
• 14:23 @darknessdescend wow! I'm just at like 1591 XD - the icon where you have a picture with nano banner across it. #
• 14:25 listening to ...311 right now 0_o #
• 14:33 @darknessdescend cool thanks :D #
• 14:59 Support #Nanowrimo, add a #twibbon to your avatar now! - bit.ly/1N71yM #
• 15:13 @darknessdescend awesome :D thanks so much! #

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• 22:55 1,294 words - YEAH BABY! and it's finally coming to gether - and it'll somewhat make sense - and the only research I need to do is on 1967 #
• 22:56 @darknessdescend I hear ya! :D #
• 10:57 @omarandjohnny oh there will be plenty of Gothic mansex. Oh yes. big ole 4 poster beds, velvet, English riding boots, poet shirts..mmhmm. #
• 11:11 @omarandjohnny oh WOW how fucking perfect is this?? :D #

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• 09:20 @hjeanc hopefully it'll last! #
• 09:21 slow start to Nano - was using fragments of an old story as a springboard - reread it - it SUCKED - so starting fresh.... #
• 09:21 ...and it may actually be the birth of the yaoi gothic I've been wanting to write like forEVAH. #
• 09:30 @omarandjohnny thanks hon ^^ - it may not be the most original novel, but it'll have lotsa gothic mansex so who cares X3 #
• 10:43 @hjeanc thanks^^ from the Deee Lite vid of course ;) #
• 10:47 @omarandjohnny and thanks to Nitzer Ebb just thought of a title - Godhead :D #
• 10:54 Duuuude - best (or worst XD) bookcover EVAH
  bit.ly/onPKI #

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• 22:32 @darknessdescend nah, I'm getting excited about nano too ^_^ Are you doing fanfic or something original this year? :) #

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From the beginning of the year to October 22, 2009 there have been 95 transgender-related murders internationally. That's 19 murders PER MONTH; nearly double the 47 last year. I don't care if you're straight, gay, bi or other; whether you're transgender or not; whether you're male, female or somewhere in between; I would like you to take a few minutes to view these lives (via YouTube) and remember them in your prayers. Know that these people COULD have been someone close to you or that you love!

Well gee, after searching forever for the download for Nerina Pallot's new CD, The Graduate, I finally found it. Of course I have to wait until tomorrow to listen to it (since it's downloading) but hey, Nerina Pallot is one of my favorite female vocalists so I think that good things may come to those who wait, amirite?

NO NEW FANDOM THINGS TO REPORT, I AM SUFFERING A DROUGHT (been reading all of those Jo Beverly books which is probably why.) Though Klaus Van dem Eberbach has been having many a peverted thought involving a certain thief and whips and chains, before that it was Firion with impassioned Cloud-secks. (I have realized that there is always -something- having sex in my mind, and I don't know how I feel about that..)

I am also on an icon drought as well. >.>

ALSO.. going to the Bath and Body Works in South Williamson on thursday (I think.) Gonna get an early start so that we can get home and get ready for community trick or treating, but really I WANTS some Exotic Coconut. Also I found that some members of the Paranormal Society for the area works in the Deli section of Walmart. I am intriqued.

Found an easier way to get to South Williamson, completely bypassing the pikeville walmart intersection.. it involves winding mountain roads WHICH I LOVE. I probably won't like driving it in the rain but on a clear night/morning, that road is REALLY fun.